Power of the Evo

2010-08-31T22:30:00.001-07:00

I've learnt in life, that to survive and be happy, you've got to be a jerk, a bastard and people will treat you with respect. Sigh, I'm just confused. Sometimes, I just feel unimportant.

2010-08-20T22:42:00.001-07:00

Lots of things to update sooon! will update tonight!

2010-08-08T11:28:00.000-07:00

Love is about, unconditional.

It is never selfish, the happiness of the other comes first regardless of what.

Love is accepting who the other person is, wholeheartedly, loving the person, regardless of who she is, what she does, and what not.

Love does not mean that you have to be together with the other person as love cannot be forced. It does not mean that the person has to feel the same way you feel for her and you can still not be together as a couple even though it would be the best if it's that, you can even show love by doing things that are beneficial to the person, even though you may not be together with the person and that fact that the person is smiling will make you happy.

Love is giving up things that may be beneficial to yourself and sacrificing it so that the person would be happy. Even if it's a million dollars spent or a million ounces of effort for the person you love, it will all be still worth it.

2010-08-02T09:59:00.001-07:00

Updates for the weekend..

Slept inside a very stuffy, lack of oxygen area for 45mins? And the thing was, my sleeping area was moving! I was practically suffocating inside it.

And.. A nice Sunday spent too:)

It's never about my own happiness. If I'm sad and down but you're happy, i will feel happy:)

Even if you do not verbally express, show appreciation or appreciate my efforts, at least I know what I did will be beneficial to you and that fact will make me happy. Others, call me silly and stupid but I do not bother about them at all one bit.

But alas.. What did I do wrong?

I'll update tomorrow.

2010-07-31T07:23:00.000-07:00

Ever had the feeling when you want to do something or alot of things but, you just cannot do it because of certain circumstances? Like in the wrong seat at that time..

2010-07-26T04:17:00.000-07:00

Saturday!

Worked for half the day till 1pm...

Went with Albert to check out car mods at UBI? and fix his LED light at Serangoon North...

After ubi, headed home and decided to rent an SLK200. Crazy? Yeah.

Albert drove me down to Macpherson and I got the ride. The feeling, priceless. So i would be imagining the feeling in an italian steed such as the F430.. More than priceless.

Drove back home to get dinner and bath. Passed the ride to Albert and he drove it to cck while I drove his car after that to cck to look for him...

Headed to yew tee point for dessert! then after that, drove to thomson road bar chor mee to meet daniel and yongfai and their other halfs. After supper...

Drove down to cineleisure for our movie, the crazies! damn, i didnt know it was a horror movie at first zzz.

Sound effects were kinda loud as well.. To be frank, i dont watch horror movies....

After the movie, hmmm. Headed down to AMK drive through mac for mac.. before heading over to yishun dam to chill. Chill and chill and chill and it was 6.. Yawning all the way. Albert drove to cck and then I drove back home..

Sunday, church as usual, afternoon, photo taking at tuas! before bidding goodbye to this machine...

Bused home from

Macpherson and slept halfway throughout the journey. Totally beat out.

Picture uploads sooooooon!

2010-07-23T08:28:00.001-07:00

Updates for the week! Monday, hmm Monday blues as usual.. Same goes for tuesday which is work.

Some charity lunch day at work in office.. and nasi lemak treat as well! Then, hmm, remembered playing with this lovebird which came to the office. Some resident brought it. "kissed" it as well lol.

Bike lesson on Wednesday? Passed the plank and slalom course with ease.. After that, got a date with the Subaru again.. Met it at hillview and drove back home before heading to cck to pick Albert for rounding.. Before that, I visited some solitary multi storey carpark at bukit gombak.. Kinda windy up there and very romantic area too. Quiet, and nice. Without the usual mosquitoes at the parks.

Rounded some areas that I did not or we did not go before and geylang for a spin before heading back home.. Seems like its a norm for me to drive every wednesday.. haha.

Thursday

Work the whole day... Evening, went over to Macpherson to visit some place and on the way, sent kah ying and aunty aisah over to their homes at boon keng and after that, headed over to cck to drop Albert before bidding good bye to Subaru.

Friday...

Well, which is today, TGIF? Time passed really moderately quick. Work is still as slack as ever which I kinda like and a new colleague to pass the time with as well heh. Alright, that's all for the week! shall update soooooon.

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2010-07-18T06:15:00.000-07:00

Finally for an update for the past weeks events.. from 12th July to 18th July 2010.

Monday...

Let's see..

Monday blueees! It was work work work. Then home and the usual stuff. Dinner blah blah blah.

Tuesday,

Same as Monday..

As for Wednesday, supposed to have my bike lesson but i ditched it and went on to rent a Honda stream.. Rounding with Albert at night before heading to powerhouse to pick Cassandra and Serene at 3am? Home by 5am. Kinda knocked out after that before waking up at 8am for work:(

Thursday

Parked the car at the park and ride carpark and work as usual.. Went back to the car at 5 and returned it before heading back home.. Super duper tired:( I had a very slight fever too. Was very uncomfortable. Fever all the while in the night. And slight headache too. Slept at 4am.. and texted my supervisor for an MC...

Friday..

Woke up at 11am? Then headed to the Polyclinic and got an MC for the day.. After that, headed over to cck to meet Albert and he went to patch his tyre at a tyre shop. Vivo afterwards for lunch before to the giant at vivo to get some food for tom yum soup! and inside the car, mel was like saying, wo 要become一个nu ren 杀手? Isn't it bad or good? hmmmmmm.

After that, headed over to BBDC for my bike lesson.

Glad i got through it smoothly, the instructor didnt pinpoint much on my mistakes.. Phew..

Supper at night with Albert was carrot cake. I felt kinda nauseous after eating it though..

Saturday..

Work in the morning. Bike lesson in the afternoon. Slope was the course.. Glad i got through it as well..

At night, headed over to Powerhouse with Albert and ah xuan.. Got our chop first before heading over for the movie, hot tub time machine! A hilarious comedy show though its er..... M18.

Headed over there and damn it, queued for 1 hour before we can actually go in, and by the time, its already 3am:( Bought the cranberry jug and shared it with ah xuan and after that home.. I only had a few sips and i got the uncomfortable feeling already=.= tipsy etc.

As for today, was church as usual.

Okay, let's get ready for another week!

2010-07-11T07:44:00.000-07:00

Updates tomorrow. Kinda tired.

Starting from Monday..

Monday blues yet again...... Same thing, work, etc etc.

Rounding with Albert at night and dropped an apple and a chocolate as a gift? lol.

Tuesday...

Work as usual yet again. Nothing much on this day.

Wednesday..

Work work work work..

After work, hmm. Rented that smoking subaru again, and finally the power steering problem was fixed! so no more smoke already:). Hmm, headed back home after collecting the car from hillview. Then headed back home to change and packed dinner from home. Met Albert at his house and helped him carry that heavy table from his car to his unit. It was like 8pm when we were done and I drove over to Doris's place but not before going to 401 hougang to get carrot cake for Doris and Serene. Sorry for being late as well=/

Dinner at her place before driving to boat quay to attend a friend's birthday with them.. and then to powerhouse. Powerhouse till 2-3? And then drove home but not before rounding with Albert till 4-5am? supper cum breakfast was mee pok at this shop called E.A.T. at the rail mall.

Thursday..

Parked the car at the MSCP beside workplace and took a half day off as I was too tired.. Yawning the whole day. Met Albert at CCK before heading back to Clementi again and then to hougang to return Doris's cardigan that she left in the car the previous night... Then, to cck to drop him before meeting Daniel at Stagmont camp. Then, returned the car at Bukit Batok. Took 173 back then. Overslept for one stop, Argh! and dropped off at the interchange and walked home.

Friday.

TGIF! work as usual. Evening plans? Melody's brother birthday at WCP and bbq was setup.. Cycled there and ate till I was damn full before cycling back home. It's good to have a friend driving a spoiler car though lol. I actually held on to Albert's car while i cycled and he drove and it saved me a great deal of energy.

After that, home to have a really quick bath and then off to yishun for the car meet up. Chilled at yishun dam till going 12 before heading home..

As for Saturday. Work in the morning and in the afternoon, registered for my 2b bike course and then headed over to Daniel's place for a buffet.

Happy birthday bro:) But then, some unhappy things happened and almost almost fought at his place again over some small matter=.=

Ben rode me over to Great world city with the guys.. Movie with Albert was Knight and day. Dozed off at some of the scenes? haha. Then home was next..

Sunday, church as usual.. Headed for my first prac! Skipped 2 lessons only in total=/ Even though i knew how to ride a bike.

Next prac is on wednesday and riding theory evaluation on tuesday!

Monday blues todayy.......

The officer told me to sort the things out for her, damn. I get tired staring at a PC screen for too long.. So for today, didnt serve much people as I'm stucked at the back, doing work on a pc.

Had this delicious cheese burger during lunch break!

Just be good and kind to anyone, even if the person treats you unfairly. Who knows, one day the person might turn over a new leaf.

2010-07-04T07:06:00.000-07:00

Summary of past few days events.

Friday, watched twilight saga: Eclipse

Saturday, rented a cute cabriolet to Daniel's chalet.

Friday, Booked the ticket for the twilight movie! was nice. Caught it after work though. Trained home after that.

Saturday! Work as usual... Ended at 1pm, went home... Was practically searching through the directories for an available vehicle. Its kinda hard to find a car on a Saturday especially. Finally, I found one at like 5.30pm near 6? hmmm. So cabbed down to the place at Macpherson road...

So got it and was like wow, what a small car! and in red too. Even the interior is red!

Drove over to Doris's place to pick her up together with Albert and Serene too. Drove via buangkok drive and old tampines road before to shell to fill the little red dot car up.. Then to the chalet! Had really nice food at the chalet. Thanks daniel and andrew:D Then, at 12am, left the chalet and drove serene back to tpy for her to get changed and then to powerhouse and dropped her there.

Drove to a telok blangah carpark and parked albert's ride there before he hopped on the cabriolet and back to cine where i gave daniel a spin. And damn, bird shit dropped on my head! After that, drove back to the chalet and helped daniel and jojo shift their bags in the car's boot and drove back to his place to drop the items.. After that, drove to Lor Halus with Albert and did crazy shit there, standing on the car while its in motion and taking pictures here and there.

After that, drove back to the telok blangah carpark and then to cck and then back to clementi. All in all, it was 6am after everything was done..

Sunday, church as usual and after that, went all a really long rounding trip. "Stalked" by a white BMW and then lost him at yishun... Back to cck again and then drove around the city area before bidding goodbye to the little car. Had real fun with it.

Took a bus home from there and felt really tired:( Slept at 10pm and woke at 8 the next day for work and the usual stuff began..

And as for today, was damn late for work. Imagine waking up at 8.50am! got to work at 915? Wtf. real late late late!

2010-06-28T07:40:00.000-07:00

Updates tomorrow! In short, rented a car, went for Doris's chalet, drove around Singapore, return car.

Thursday..

Work, as usual in the morning. Doing the usual stuff, pacing up and down, helping out with the subletting, parking samans etc. Then went for lunch at 1pm and waited for the guy who drove the car. Got into the car, he drove to amk and I drove back to clementi from there. Parked at MSCP beside office and back to work again. Tried to top up cashcard at the mscp but failed so went over to 7 eleven before heading back to office. So the usual stuff, sitting around, assisting residents with their computer stuff etc.

Soon it was 5pm! knock off work and then drove to CCK to meet Albert, Melody and her family.

Drove her two brothers in the Subaru along with Albert's Lancer to Sakura Clementi woods.

Thanks uncle for the treat btw:) Appreciated much.

Had a really really full dinner at there. The salmon was the hot favourite amongst the people! always gone! However, the tako was pretty nice too.

After that, drove to big bookshop to get some present wrappers and back home..

Slept through the night and it was Friday, TGIF! Work as usual in the day. Left the car at a park and ride carpark which costs only 3 dollars to park for the whole day. Soon work ended at 5pm? And got home to change and stuff and ready for the chalet at night. Met Albert at CCK and drove to Yishun to pick Daniel and then down to Macpherson to collect his bike..

Then to Pasir Ris to pick Jocelyn and then to Doris's chalet. Sat around the chalet and later drove to Pasir Ris MRT to pick Serene and BF up to the chalet... Sang the birthday song to the birthday girl.. hmm the cake was a surprise as well. Ate satays, hotdogs at the chalet and bee hoon.

Left the chalet soon after and back home after some rounding..

Saturday..

Got up at 10 and went around the clementi central area to run some errands. Later, drove to cck to meet Albert and melody's bro and brought them to the Lornie cemetery.. for some exploration, thought it'll be nicer in the night lol.

After that, to IMM to get a desktop and then back to cck to drop them before heading home.

In the night, went dog feeding at lim chu kang with family. Fed around 9 dogs including 5 pups?

After that, picked albert from cck and we drove back in our each individual cars before he parked it at home and went to telok blangah hill for a spin. Home before 1 and next day was Sunday!

Church as usual in the day.. Then, lunch and then homeeeee!

At night, went for rounding again. To yishun to return Daniel his cap and bike cover before heading over to Geylang to take a spin and then to cut scissors cut for supper. The rice is seriously great there. Especially when its coupled with their curry sauce... Sent Albert back to cck before i drove home..

Next day was work, and as usual, parked at the MSCP beside workplace and at lunch time, drove to bukit batok and bid goodbye to it, well served me. Then cabbed back to work..

Same thing daily...

Supper at clementi road Prata! Long time since I've been there..

Soon it was Tuesday,

Then it was a wednesday.

Went to Lot 1 after work to have a haircut and highlight. The whole process was done in 3 hours? and a colleague said she saw me loitering at Lot One. How coincidental.

Supper with Albert at nearby coffeeshop and it was carrot cake!

Saw an old man covered with blood on his chest as he was bleeding from his head=/

Then Thursday..

Work as usual just that more and more people are applying for that new Punggol HDB flat.. Kinda nice too, though the price is on the really steep side. 400k for a 5 room flat in Punggol..

That's all for the week!

The feeling sucks when you want to truly care for somebody but you are just cannot do it because you are in the wrong position...

2010-06-22T06:57:00.000-07:00

Monday blues.......

Got to work 10mins late yet again...

The same stuff everyday.. I find that now, i'm doing more of typing parking summons appeal everyday! I only know one went through because the driver came back and showed me the appeal was successful.

Hmmm, what else happened in the day? Watched TV when there's no one? Kinda like my job though.

At night, didnt go for swimming as I dont have a pair of goggles so didnt go for it but stayed home to pack my stuffs..

Met Albert for a slacking session and home..

Tuesday.

Same thing.

Buffet lunch in the afternoon though! Nice haha.

And i just realised that all along the customer I was serving was a transgender! No wonder she sounded like a guy. Busy period from 4pm to 5pm? I wonder why. 5pm went home..

Watched the 7pm drama and i slept halfway for about 10-15mins?! Guess its because I was lying down on my bed.. thats why.

hmmm, been thinking through my secondary school life...

Let's see, the days in sec one, everyone didnt know each other, the teachers, the friends. Remembered when everyone played pokemon cards, WWE cards. They were then the hot fave among the students. The thefts of the cards. After that, was online games.. and a whole lot more.

The bullies, gangsters , their treatment of me? Revenge? If I was 7 years younger. But now, not so much. What i believe is no matter how badly a person treats you, treat the person well and help them. Who knows, one day the person might help you back. Just a word of thanks and i'll be glad.

Will talk about it in a later post.

glad I am given a chance to change and I will, and not talk only.

2010-06-19T06:47:00.000-07:00

Regret is like a kid banging a wall just because his milk has spilt. Whatever happened has happened. No point regretting it. But, what you can do is to make sure you do not commit it again, through your actions. And, don't say sorry for the sake of saying sorry. People would rather you don't say sorry and show you're really sorry through your actions for it speaks much much louder than words.

Just a normal week

2010-06-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

Tuesday.

Still working as usual. Except for the fact that I got an email from the SPF, asking me to come down for a selective assessment. The usual stuff everyday. Typing parking summons appeals. I hope most of them went through. The ones that I rack my mind to think up of a way to say it in such so that the parking officer think its sincere enough.. True or not, its the driver's conscience since my job is that, helping to type parking summons.

And Wednesday..

Hmm, Midweek already! I was almost falling asleep at one point. Because there was simply no one! Kinda slacky job huh. But during peak periods, that is the end of the month, would be crazy!

And hence comes Thursday.

As usual stuff. Subletting, more and more parking summon appeals to think of and write. I think I should change my writing format soon haha.

Disappointed today......

A mixture of anger and disappointment but more of disappointment.. Anger? Not so much, in fact, just a little small outburst of anger but very very very disappointed.

And hence comes Friday, the last working day of the week for most people but not me!

Today, woke up at 6am and got ready and bused to the Old Police Academy for my Police selective assessment. Met Gabriel there and went to canteen to slack before going in. Filled up some forms and etc and did a looooooooooong psychology test. Probably testing our character attributes, IQ, and inferring skills. And then was lunch and finally an English test. Day finally ended and I bused home! Took a 2 hour nap and then used the com till 11pm before supper with Albert.

Got myself black carrot cake. Kinda long since I had supper. Better not have it too often, its fattening!

alright, gotta bed now. Work tomorrow!

2010-06-14T08:53:00.000-07:00

Time for an update @power of the evo.

Tuesday..

I guess its just work work work till friday? I cant really remember what happened last week argh!

I think i need to blog everyday so I wont forget!

I only remembered what happened on Saturday... After work, went to town to shop for present for Cassandra's birthday. To art friends at taka, then to taka's children's department to take a look at some stuff and then to 313.. And finally got a present from plaza sing...

After that, bused down to SMU and met albert before he got some wireless card from funan before cabbing home..

At night, headed over to powerhouse and handed cassandra the present.. Was there till 12+ before taking a night rider home..

Sunday.

Church as usual in the morning and napped in the afternoon and in the night. Overslept for the start of the Canadian grand prix. Exciting race as usual and fave driver Lewis Hamilton won it! way to go!

Monday.

Back to work day. As usual idling here and there. Lunch was fish porridge. Kinda having it everyday as its rather filling..

Insurance agent meetup at night and should i buy the endowment plan which enables me to save better? hmmm. Or just invest in Uni Trust?

Alright, off to bed now.

2010-06-13T11:19:00.001-07:00

Updates tomorrow.

2010-06-07T08:43:00.001-07:00

Monday!

Monday blueees! Is it because i wore blue to the office this morning hmm? Anyway, was just within 5 mins late not again! even though i stay damn near the office. Work was pretty slack today.. except for in the afternoon? Lots and lots of people came. Hit near 250 at the end of the day which is pretty much i guess. Fish porridge for lunch and curry puff for an after lunch snack. I guess i need to eat lesser now. I'm gaining weight! 74 kg now:(

After work, headed home to wash up and nap till 8 from 6.. Super tired. Okay, its 1150pm now, time for bed!

True friends are hard to find.

2010-06-04T08:43:00.001-07:00

Time for some updates...

Starting from Tuesday.. Usual day at the work place. work work work, till 5pm. Got home, washed up and changed, and prepared to meet Doris, Daniel and Kit at Plaza Sing for dinner. Bused out at 5.45pm and reached at 6.45? Late:( Was the last to reach and then headed to Long John Silvers for dinner. Serene joined us too. Then she separated and we walked to Cathay for Ben and Jerry's to have some ice cream and wait for our movie Sex and the City 2:) Ben and Jerry's ice cream was some mixed flavours? forgot the name.... Then chit chatted till going near 9.30 and went in for our movie.

Overall, great movie and worth watching though its a little long..

Show ended at 12 and Albert came and fetch Doris and Kit back home before we headed back.

Wednesday..

Practically yawning the whole day as I only slept at 2? Only 6 hours of sleep.. Fortunately, day was pretty relax. Idling the whole day and almost fell asleep during work! that's how relaxed it is, sometimes my job... Home soon and i took a really long nap for 2 hours before dinner and that's it for the day.. Had a slight fever as well...

Thursday..

Felt much better and work as usual... Nasi Lemak again for lunch.

Friday..

Finally a TGIF. Still a nasi lemak lunch but today's work is damn slack.

Home finally and bed time at 11...

Saturday.

Work work work. Short day at work though, ended at 1pm. Then home before getting ready at 7 to head to the usual place. Reached there at 9.30, redeemed my balance and waited for Daniel to come.. Kinda tipsy by the time we finished the balance.. Made a new friend too at the table beside us... Kinda walked around with an unclear mind at that time, even remembered someone offered me a lighted cig but i did not take it, he even pointed it at my mouth, remembered I rejected it straightaway..

Some shits happen but i forgive and forget and took a bus home..

Church as usual on Sunday and damn sleepy the whole day..

Lunch at ramen ten

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2010-05-31T06:53:00.000-07:00

Time for updates.

Tuesday? Back to work again.. The same old routine, helping out with subletting and etc etc.

Wednesday was the same routine too....

Ah thursday, Had hell alot of people at the counter, but fortunately i wasnt doing the frontdesk job lol, else i'll be damn busy attending to people after people, really haha. At the end, it was near 300 for that day! That much! Usually, it isnt that much because it isnt the end of the month yet.

Then, Friday, Vesak day. Slacking at home.. Till I went to town to search for a hoodie and met Joanne at far east. Had a meal at Pastamania and then cabbed to 313. Walked forever 21 and uniqlo.. But, no hoodie.. And then, walked to Somerset mrt where we separated ways as she took a train and I took a bus back home. Oh yes, she also got me some sweets from MadeInCandy. Thanks:)

Saturday, was work, work, work in the morning. One old lady shouted me just because she didnt get what she wanted. And she said, do what you want lah, whatever you're happy with and walked off.. Hell alot of people but, somehow system down saved the day, lol. Sort of drove some people away because the system is in downtime. 1pm, was knock off and home time. Watched f1 and got some nap before heading over to gleneagles to visit cousin. She has some itch allergy, get well soon! You're the one that remembered my birthday..

Headed over to Powerhouse and blew some spare cash on a martell to make up my promise.....

Left with about 40% before cabbing home and slept straight away after washup..

Church on Sunday before formula one... Damn frustrated when all the links were down for the start. However, caught it about midway till the end.. Favourite driver Hamilton won!

Monday, as usual work, hell alot of people again. End of the day 500+! most i've experienced. Lunch at the nearby hawker centres, wanted to eat Indian Rojak but it wasnt ready... So had some mixed veg rice instead. Bought quick bites as usual as i wasnt full and walked around at the big bookshop too before heading back. Soon it was 5pm and knock off!

- If you can shed a tear for someone, it definitely means that someone means alot to you.

Martell?

2010-05-28T09:37:00.001-07:00

A man with a bottle of Martell tomorrow?

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2010-05-26T09:21:00.000-07:00

寂寞的感觉是很恐怕的。可是当一个人受到这种刺激很长了，人也对这种感觉麻痹了。。。

2010-05-24T08:28:00.000-07:00

Thursday....

Let's see. Work again, work work work. I think i was pretty much slacking off the whole day.. haha. Hmm, subletting of rooms etc etc. Only a few guys? 3-4 only! Lunch as usual at the nearby hawker centres.. And this time it was a colleague's treat of Lor Mee! Delicious.. And headed back to office to sit around.. Almost fell asleep though..

Friday.

As usual routine. But today for lunch, went for pizza hut with the colleagues. They didnt really give good service and still charged service charge?!

And back to work yet again..

Saturday.

Busy day at work. With customers asking me how to pay conservancy fees on the AXS. Hello, I'm not in charge of that fyi. And one more asking me for help on the appeal status when the carpark division is closed on Saturday=/. Asking me all the policies. The bad part of doing customer service... After that was home and went to take a family photo with my graduation suit..

Then home, nap. and its a stay home boring Saturday..

Sunday.

Church as usual for the day and pretty nothing much on a Sunday.

Monday.

Graduation day! Woke up at 10am and got prepared by 1130 and went to school to register myself for the ceremony.. Everyone's looking smart in their gown... It was a bore going through it and fortunately a course mate was there to keep me company.. It was my turn to go up and got that scroll without the cert on the stage. Had to queue up some place to get the actual cert with the transcripts?

Finally the whole thing ended and out we went. Took pictures with my mentor who came back all the way just for our graduation! Touching. Booked a parking lot for Albert by standing there and then walked to the bus stop with folks and home!

Alright, Off to bed now. Pictures uploaded later!

2010-05-19T08:11:00.000-07:00

Time for an update @ power of the evo!

Hmmm.

Sunday as usual, church. Then was the Monaco Grand Prix at night... Nothing much usually.

Then Monday...

Work as usual. Somehow busier today? End of the day, total customers served was over 200+?

Then cycled back home.. and the day ended.

Tuesday was next, hmm, Kinda free today, lesser people and stuff. End of the day, heavy rain! I went back in the heavy rain! Became drenched from head to toe.. Went home and had a hot bath.

Well, some thoughts today. How does it feel if your group mates are driving an Rx8 with identical sticker designs on their car and you're driving a grey and rusty Daihatsu charade which cannot go past 50kmh on the speedometre? Or am i thinking too much?=/ Oh well, maybe... But somehow just feel left out somehow..

Wednesday.. To work as usual, drizzle at the start, not really a very strong drizzle so still ridable.. Work work work, lots of hokkien customers today. Some dont even know how to speak mandarin. Die, the language barrier:( Okay, next is the damn suay part. Some idiot stole my bike. Yes. it's gone. Damn. Thank you for making me walk home. Didnt meet cuzzie at raffles place though. Heard she got me a watch?! Thanks cousin! You remembered my 21st when the majority forgot.

Hmmm, I think i shall create , http://thesecretlifeofrei.blogspot.com soon for somewhere which i can express my thoughts freely without having any unnecessary disturbances. But, i will still be updating my life here.

2010-05-15T09:44:00.000-07:00

Updating time again!

Was a TGIF type of Friday.. Work was as usual slack? No customers were asking for help, they were mostly around the counter area.. So slacked slacked slacked and slacked.. Till going 5? Then knock off from work. Got home, bathed and changed and got out at 6.45 to City Hall..

Had this bread while waiting and i think its quite delicious.

Waited for Doris to arrive and then walked to Suntec to meetup with Daniel and Jocelyn for Astons Dinner! Was pretty worth it at near 10 dollars per person? And filling as well. After that, walked to the MRT with Doris and she dropped off at TG pagar while I headed home..

Washed up before to bed early..

and the next day, was work till 1pm? Before taking a siesta after coming home.. Got up for dinner and then the Monaco Grand prix Qualifying.

Hmmm, some thoughts regarding some issues. I think, it would be better for me to, you know, retreat to somewhere if I was the cause of the unhappiness and if i did that and the happiness returns, then it would be better. I agree with what I did was crossing the line sometimes and yup, would be better if I'm out of this picture. I was a curse to anyone anyway I feel. I couldnt do anything useful and all I did was to make people mad/unhappy. My heart tells me to do it but my mind tells me its wrong so my mind has the final say. But sometimes, its my heart that does the decisions. So this time, i will make sure my mind does ALL the decisions first. And that is retreating to somewhere.. If my absence can bring back the happiness, then it will be better for me to go somewhere.

Overall, I'm not a good person and just can't bring happiness to anyone. Just feeling really down.

When i'm feeling down, can i talk to anyone? Or only just the space inbetween my mouth and the air particles?

2010-05-13T09:31:00.000-07:00

It's time to blog again.

Wednesday.., Let me see. Usual stuff at work again. But, pretty slack? But at one point, I had to appeal for 3 guys, namely, bought wrong carpark group, parked on double yellow lines and forgot to buy season parking on time again. And one lady commented that i wrote a long compo story for the appeal letter.. hmmmm then was lunch. This time it was just veg rice that cost $2.80 for just a small portion.. and i bought that same sunny side up bread again. After lunch was pretty peaceful and home by 5.

And thursday, this time in the morning Albert followed me to work and purchased a season parking ticket at cck before heading over there. Then work was very very peaceful. Lunch was the usual bread and fish porridge and this time i added fries bought from KFC. Oh yes, before lunch, there was this playful little kid who ran over and drew on the leather seats. Damn, i had to play babysitter to him. He kept asking for more paper to draw despite i gave him 3 already! And he's only 4 years old.

Work ended at 5 before i went to mac to queue up for a mcflurry? Pissed that someone cut my queue and the staff there served the person first so i walked across a red traffic light and this young boy followed me=/ Sorry.

Okay, i'm off to bed now.

2010-05-11T08:56:00.000-07:00

Just another update..

Starting from last Friday.. Start of my work at HDB branch office at Clementi. Job scope? Assist people in using the PC terminals. Pretty good job i guess. Its a form of customer service but not so much into those front desk work. Phew. Well, assisted customers in doing parking saman appeals! Subletting, which means helping them enter the tenants particulars into the system, maintenance services and lots of stuff. And most of the guys spoke there spoke hokkien as they were elderly? haha.

Work work, work till going 5pm? Then headed over to JE to meet steven at IMM and then cabbed over to Woodlands to meet Najib and Amirul. Took over the wheels and drove over to Jalan Bahar for the 'job' Task was to help them cut some prepaid cards for them to sell at Ama Keng Road. Lots of foreign workers there and i'll say they are pretty friendly if you know how to talk with them. So i sat in the car doing the cutting while the two dudes concentrated on selling their cards.

At 2130, sales was at 101 so we packed up and rushed down to Zouk for their event.

Queued up with them while waiting for Albert to drive me home, thanks.. Then bought Mac as really really late dinner before recuperating at home for a rest for next day's work..

Saturday.

Work as usual. Hell alot of people! Know a 27 year old colleague called Elaine too. Work ended at 1pm. And.. Rushed down to Lavender for some survey with a 30 dollar incentive hehe. Did just 15mins of answering questions and i got $30. Bused home and i got drenched inbetween though..

Then, at night, powerhouse with daniel, jojo and josh and the rest.. Met up with Josh first before with Doris to pass her the locker key. Then, slacked around and to the df. Found it bored, left and went to Mac. Stayed there for an hour before busing home.. Reached home at near 4?

And as for Sunday, Church as usual and the spanish Grand prix at night! Nap for 4 hours in the afternoon. Too tired:(

Hmm, Monday was next. Usual stuff, but lesser people this time! Cycled to work and reached there just in time. So the usual, parking summons appeal. I remember appealing for someone who forgot to buy a season ticket and on tuesday which was today, appealing for someone who drove against the flow of traffic in a carpark=/.. All sorts of reasons.. And unreasonable customers as well who raise their voice.. After work, cycled home before changing and cycling to NP to get my graduation attire. Cycled back with one hand on it and one hand on the handlebars.. Thumb pain...

And as for today. Usual stuff. Prata for lunch and egg bread too. Kinda love that egg bread. Its called the sunny side up in Bread Top:D Drenched from head to toe in the rain as well on the way back..

2010-05-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

Updating time!

Monday, hmmmmm. I cant really remember what i did, damn!, hmmm, i think it was stay home for the whole day, yup.. Slow and boring day:( Then at night, i think i went out to check out a road block with Albert? I should have blogged everyday so i wont forget=/

Tuesday.. Went out cycling to Lornie/Sime Road to the spot where i got stuck.. Found the three pieces of the file that helped the car got out last month? lol.

Cycled home after that..

Wednesday, decided to rent a car since it's the last time i actually can drive as i'm starting work on Friday. In fact, have been planning to since Monday but just no idea when to. Woked up late morning and stayed at home till 5? Before heading down to Little India to get it.. After that picked Albert up from SMU and then drove to CCK to drop him before heading over to Doris's place to pick her up. Packed my dinner from home and ate at her void deck.. Famished when i reached there.. After meeting her, went to Kit's place and waited for her and off we headed down to a cake shop to get a cake for a birthday boy at Ratchada..

Drove down to town and to phuture for them to get a chop first. After that, drove them round for rounding. To the IR helix bridge and then to Marina south pier at Marina Barrage.. Then drove back to Orchard and Heeren and dropped them at Ratchada before heading to cck to pick Albert up and to Lornie/Sime road area for a spin again. Saw something creepy there.. Then headed back home and rested for an hour plus before heading back to Heeren to pick Doris and Kit up and to Phuture..

Parked at the carpark opposite phuture and walked over to Holiday Inn to take a rest. After that, texted Gabriel and realised they were there too. So walked over and saw Najib and steven instead.. TCSS at the Prata shop and waited for them to come out. Drove Steven and Kit back home as Jerry was driving Doris back. After that, headed home and rested for 1-2 hours..

Next day which was Thursday and today, drove my brother to sch and before heading home to drive mum and Albert to work. Home via ECP and then rested again at home till going 2? Headed over to Doris's place and let her fill up a job application form. Lunch with her at 401 before heading over to tpy to pass the form for her and then to town to pick Albert up at SMU and then to cck before dropping him and Melody at Lot 1. Little india to return those wheels before taking a train home.. Dinner at hawker centre before going home to bath and nap for 2 hours..

Friday awaits, which means work starts! Good night!

2010-05-03T10:08:00.000-07:00

I hope what i am doing doesnt cross the line. if i did anything wrong, someone please tell me..

2010-05-02T08:16:00.000-07:00

Alright, updates time...

Starting off with Monday.. Lets see. Got up in the afternoon and went to meet Albert at SMU for lunch. Somehow, have this inner desire to rent a car, so i did.. And rented a Suzuki Every, a very miniature van.. Collected it from Kallang and then headed down to Clementi to loan a cashcard from Albert's ride.. Then to Doris's place to takeaway for her wonton noodles from a few blocks away..

After that, met steven at block 401 and then to his house to slack awhile before heading down to SMU again to fetch Albert. Saw an acting scene outside oxford hotel.. Thought someone jumped but looked at the police font on the car again, looked very very weird. This time, the van almost ran out of gas along west coast highway viaduct.. Pumped it up to a 1/4 at esso before heading down to cck to pick Melody up and drop them at Albert's car before i went home.

Hmm, at night or so, i was supposed to run an errand for Daniel but somehow some things cock up so i ended up doing rounding with Albert again. Explored Yishun Dam, Seletar North link, some industrial park.. Did some cool stuff in there lol! Then, to the new IR building to see see look look. Then home time..

Next day, sent Albert to work and then rang the guy up for extension. Headed down to cycle and carriage Pandan Gardens to get the service catalogue then to SMU for lunch. After that, headed home to nap before heading to cck to pick Melody and her bro up and then to SMU to pick Albert before heading over to Funan to select his notebook. After that, headed over to AMK to do some stuff before sending them back home at cck but not before going to the drive through mac at yishun.. At night, hmmm, think we went lim chu kang road to see see look look. Went to the dkranji resort to check out the prices and then to a road called Turut track to check out some radio station. Realised it's the BBC transmitting station haha. Home next then..

On Wednesday, called the guy for another extension and then in the day, at like 6am? I got up and drove all the way to yishun to pick daniel and jojo up and dropped them at bbdc for his riding test.. Then, to cck to pick Melody up and drop her at Ngee Ann. Big jam along the way there..

After that, headed home to nap before heading back to NP to drop her back home and to BBDC to pick Daniel and JoJo up. Congrats bro on your bike licence:D

Then drove them to Changi road to collect his bike and then i went to tpy to meet Dad and then to Irrawady road to check out the police force as a career. Headed home next and then to cck to fetch Melody and then to SMU to pick Albert before dropping them at his car. Headed home to prepare. Next, drove over to Doris's place and then to Kit's to pick her up and then to Serene's place before heading to Phuture to get their stamps. Drove over to Daniel's place and some issues happened. Tiff happened but its fine now so just forgive and forget. My fault.

Drove them back to powerhouse next and then to clementi for some reflection at an ulu spot.. Then, after that, long chat with Daniel over what i did and then home..

Next day, sent Albert to work and then home to rest before heading over to SMU for lunch! Then returned the car before taking a loooooong bus ride back home. Nap and then drove the silver GT ride to SMU to pick Albert and then to west coast plaza to get coffee for him and then home.

I think i slept 10 hours. Slept at 12, got up at 10am.

Friday, hmm. Pretty boring day, i took a bus down to SMU to have lunch with Albert and then home before deciding to cycle around. Cycled to town again and home by CBD area and west coast highway viaduct. At night, hanged out with steven and gang and went to Sentosa to check out the wavehouse and cafe del mar. They were planning to celebrate some guy's birthday?

Then to alameem for supper and yishun dam to slack? 6am was the time we reached home.. Or say near 7.

Saturday. Slow day and powerhouse at night. Aeroplaned by secondary school friend when i was already more than halfway on the way there. Zzzz. Said was coming but when i asked at 10pm, said she was staying home instead=/ Left at near 12 and fortunately caught a bus back home..

Sunday, church as usual in the morning.

Was pondering over this, are friends whom you were once closer than brothers with able to disappoint you and betray you? I guess so. Just thinking back of the incident at the start of the year makes me very very pissed and at the same time disappointed at him for doing it. In secondary school, he was the one that i talked on the phone almost daily? and we shared all sorts of things and stuff.

White milk from SMU:D

2010-04-28T23:54:00.001-07:00

What a night... Perhaps i need a break somewhere to reflect and think about it..

Perhaps i just really am a failure, fail to plan, plan to fail, breaking promises..

2010-04-26T07:01:00.000-07:00

Somehow, it has come to my attention that my blog has like 100-200 views yesterday and today. So i wonder what it is. So guess what i found. Something really interesting. Take a look at the pictures above.

If anyone is clueless about why he did this, check out here!

http://power-of-the-evo.blogspot.com/2009_02_01_archive.html

Feb 09 post.

Seems like someone posted my blog AND my very very good friend's blog on stomp. I was doing some search and i found the information below.

You want to mess with me fine. But don't touch my friends.

2010-04-25T09:35:00.001-07:00

Weekends are over! :( But i still havent got a call from my job yet, which is from HDB. I'll be working at the branch near my home so quite a good choice actually else i'll hunt for others. Let's see, on Saturday. Woke up near noon and then used the com till night... Boring afternoon infact and then Powerhouse. Reached there at 9.30-9.40? Met Kit outside at 10pm then went in and waited for the rest...

Sat at the sofa table, apparantly, it was a birthday party, so to Mandy, Happy Birthday! Hope i got your name right!

Well, walked around till Albert came and i queued up outside with him. Gave up after an hour and left for home. Bought fries from West Coast Park mac before heading home for bed.

On sunday, church as usual in the morning.. Nothing much on Sundays. Just another day. And at night, went for car wash with Albert before macaroni supper! Alright, off to bed now.

2010-04-19T10:27:00.000-07:00

Today, Monday blues.. Work again. Dismissed at 2.30pm. Slept on the bus home, and i was in dreamland that i actually dropped my wallet on the bus floor but i woke up the moment i let go of it...

Home and decided to cycle to town and the f1 pit building.

Updates!

2010-04-18T09:06:00.001-07:00

Update tomorrow from work. Kinda tired now and gotta sleep early in order not to be a zombie. Condolences to Melody, Albert's gf on the demise of her mum. :(

Ok, hmm where did i left off? Okay, last thurs and fri were the usual work thingy. Invigilating and stuff. Friday night out with the guys. Changi hendon camp for steven and then WCP for supper and it rained damn heavily! I somehow like that weather when i drive. Lightning, thunder and heavy rain. It sorts off calms me down. After that was home and ugh, 8am for work. And yup, the same routine....

And was usual spot for night outing. Met doris and jerry and joanne and her friend and passed her the locker key. And then met steven and gang for the night at 11pm=/ No lockers! So waited and waited and waited till they found one and it was near 1.30. Left at 2. Bused home and then slept at 3.30 for church next day.

Hmm next day, F1 after church and glad there was a Mclaren 1-2! haha.

Went for funeral wake and then went home..

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2010-04-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

Tuesday movie time.
But before that, was work work work work at SMU again. Pretty slack job but i guess its the too slack that makes me tired. haha.

Made it to the bus in time before the rain fell down! And on the bus, i saw this weirdo peeping at girl's skirts!

He was lying on the bus floor and staring at them. When the girls were behind, he was facing them. When the girls shifted places to the front, he laid facing front..

Home at 6pm and then slept for an hour plus before dinner and then heading down to AMK hub with Albert. Met up with Doris and her friends and then headed to amk hub for the movie..

Movie was date night. pretty funny comedy show but the plot was a little lame, i find haha.

After that, walked to the car together and then headed down to Kent Ridge park for chilling. Drizzling and the seats were wet=/ So then, drove down to Sentosa for Ben and Jerry's.. In the end, it turned out to be a 7 eleven shop.:( Pity Dempsey was closed..

Walked to this hidden spot on the beach and chilled on the rocks, listening to the sound of the sea. Shared some stuffs together and i'm glad i let it out instead of always keeping it to myself. I still feel i'm a very 害羞男生....=/

so after about 2hours of sharing stuffs, headed to tanjong pagar and dropped doris where she met Jerry and headed home after that. Slept at 5am..

For this wednesday, brought my notebook to office as it would be rather bored just sitting around there and at least we did meaningful stuff like movies. Sorry cousin for giving u the black look most of the time as i was really really tired and morning flu was making it worse..

Same stuff, setting up halls, invigilating... and then bused home.. After bath, knocked out within 10mins of lying on my bed..

Okay, its 11.54pm now. I'm off to bed for an early rest!

2010-04-08T10:31:00.000-07:00

Updates time..., Lets see , where did i go off. hmm. Okay, good friday.

Flew kites with Albert at west coast park. We were actually contemplating on watching a movie at orchard cine so we headed down there first. And, we went into cine thinking we would wanna catch a movie. However, went to cine carpark and came out within 6mins! 4bucks of parking ughh. Didnt decide to catch clash of the titans there thats why.

Drove down to west coast park and flew kites. Didnt get any kite in the sky.=/ After that, went home before church service for Good Friday. hmm, headed home after that and out with Albert again to yishun dam to find Daniel. Somehow, met with Steven and Najib and talked cocked all the way from yishun dam to RK house. Thanks Najib for letting me drive his car all the way:) RK house till 6am before heading home..

Saturday.. Hmm. I guess i just stoned at home using the com and falling asleep at home. Damn, long time didnt blog and kinda forgot what i did=/

Sunday, Morning was church and then the Malaysian grand prix in the late evening. My favourite driver still did not get a win! Lewis!

Monday.

Hmm, 1 day to my 21st! okay. I rented a Ssangyong Actyon for my birthday rounding! Kinda big car but i swore i wouldnt rent this car again. High on fuel consumption and low on power! But the good thing is people can sit on top and enjoy the wind. Not exactly sit but stand through the sunroof:P So got my car from Little India and drove down to Clementi first before heading for some adventurous journey at Lornie/Sime road. Was stuck inside some mud trail for 1 hour+. Used lots of ways to try to get out. Bricks, pushing the car out and a paper file, but to no avail.

Who's fault? Mine for being too geh kiang and going in=/

In the end got out by using momentum and going up. As it just rained earlier, the mud was pretty soft and there was no grip.

Sighed a relief when we got out and headed to caltex to wash my hands and legs. After that headed to cck to send albert for tuition before heading home to bath. Then drove to cck to pick Albert and sent him home before heading out again. Went to Daniel's place to pick him and Jojo up and Andrew's place for him and Anna.. First wishes came from Daniel and Jojo. Thanks:D. I'm touched with those sms wishes. Headed to Bugis junction meet Najib, rushdy and Aaron for pool.

Then, to ECP mac for supper. Andrew and anna bought a mini present for me. Happy meal:P

Before that, rushed from bugis to ECP in 5-10mins. The car seemed abit spoilt=/ Perhaps i pushed it too much. Hmm, left there around 4am and sent the rest back before heading home for rest. Before that, changi village for rounding.

Tuesday!

My 21st!:D Headed out at noon for car wash with Albert as there was mud all over the mudguards and stuff. Clean and good, met Daniel and went to little india to return the car. Albert dropped us at orchard central before we went for sakae sushi lunch!. Damn touched by their actions of buying a cake and candles too. I think, one of the few times people have done it to me. Sakae sushi lunch was good, couldnt finish some but no wastage charged though haha. Thanks bro for the birthday treat:D After that, decided to rent another car since its my birthday day=/ Went to ubi to pick it up and drove daniel and jojo home before going home.

Went to meet them again before picking andrew and anna too. Dropped Anna at home and then Simpang Bedok for supper. Then, headed down to tuas where we did crazy stuff for you to find out lol. Sent them all back home before heading home, dead tired. Two nights out till 6am.. Ahh.

Wednesday

Rebel day. Hmm. Headed out at noon and followed Albert and his bro to a car workshop to do car mods. And its a coincidence that his workshop is where i would be returning the car. So haha.

Jojo forgot her wallet and left in the car so i drove down to yishun and sent her back home before going back to the workshop. Dropped the car there and headed back home to change for rebel.

Met daniel and jojo at BBDC and headed down to rebel with Albert. 2 bottles of chivas opened. Since its my birthday celebration, i drank a few cups. 4-5 before i half knocked out and had difficulty walking=/ And Albert and Daniel told me i was annoying. I think i still remembered i teared for about 10-15mins over......

Embarrasing with so many people looking=/ dance floor with the group also..

Aaron got drunk so as Victoria's 2 friends.. Happening night but enjoyable. Thanks for coming and celebrating for me!

Thursday

I guess i stayed home the whole day slacking and stuff. Really cant remember zzz.

Friday.

Movie with Albert and daniel and co at amk hub. REC 2 was it. Brrrr. After that, RK house for supper again! Before talk cock session at yishun dam till 6am. Thanks steven for the rex test drive. One of the sports car i wished to drive all along! Headed home after that.

Saturday

Was outing with Daniel and co. to Haji lane for shisha. I didnt take a single puff and talk cock session with them. Tidbits for snacks and fries too. Then, to west coast recreational centre for L4d2. Fun game! Najib and steven came as well. Supper and alameen opposite beauty world then najib sent me back home. thanks.

Sunday

Was work day but before that was church. After church headed down to SMU with Albert and my cousin pris for work.

Quite a good job though. Setting up exam rooms and stuff. Plaza Sing's long john silvers for dinner after that.. And sort of a tiff with parents over transport issues. So i have to leave home and get a new address just to learn and get a bike?=/ If i can get a bike as my transport, i dont mind foregoing 4 wheels but i just dont want to be stuck in public transport and the thought of unable to go home after midnight because i have no wheels..

And if i'm scheduled for an appointment what do i do? Call a cab? Is it that easy to hail one?!

Monday

Working day!. Arrived at 8.15am and began to setup. Day was pretty relaxed because there are 3 3 hour papers we have to manage. And i invigilated one paper for 15mins? Relieving the instructor. Also, i like SMU's environment. Pity my results aint good enough to get in any courses zzz. At night, bought beancurd from Selegie and carrot cake from hougang and delivered to Doris's place. Cheer up alright?:D and get well soon from your tonsilities!

Alright, off to sleep now.

2010-04-02T23:31:00.001-07:00

What can i do really? Absolutely nothing.....

2010-04-01T10:43:00.000-07:00

Update time....

Hmm. Went to Rebel with Albert and William. Met Albert and went to William's place and picked him up before heading up there. 10pm. One glass of cranberry was enough to make me slightly dizzy and red face as they have commented=/. Next was to the macdonalds for some fries and then back. To get another cup of orange before to the df. Met this girl dancing alone. Somehow, only said hi to her after she got her own beverage at the table. Talked and talked and back to the df. Suddenly she told us she was thirsty and has no means to buy a drink. So we bought her a jug of coke.

After awhile.. Around just 20mins past 1, she said she wanted to go home, and asked us whether we could drive her home. Okay fine. Left soon after 20mins. Dropped her at her place. 10mins later, she called my cell, asking whether she could stay in any of our places as she didnt want to wake her parents up from their sleep to the extent of pestering us till she hung up.

She said something like, i forgot my house keys and my parents are asleep, can i stay in any of your houses? can can can? Honestly, i didnt know she was this sort as i didnt know about the part where she was thirsty and her request of having us drive her home.

I thought she was the decent type from the way she talked to us.

After that unbelievable encounter, went for supper at clementi road before heading home.

As for today which is Thursday, hmm, went to kallang with albert to check out some ice skates and then home before going to tpy to deliver some stuffs and west coast park for mac and beach walk.

Might be flying kites tomorrow since cycling plan is cancelled:(

Am i just too naive like daniel said about the five C's?

Another Wednesday

2010-03-31T07:14:00.001-07:00

My fave foods:)

Is a car a necessity or just a bonus?
With it I can easily get to places after dark=/ but... Without it? Stay home?

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2010-03-30T12:30:00.000-07:00

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever)

Have you ever been in love, been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you dont know what to say and you dont know where to start

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever (Have you ever)
Have you ever

Ooooh
Have you ever found the one you've dreamed of all your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much) it makes you cry
(Makes you wanna break down and cry)
Have you ever needed something so bad(so, so bad) you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
(Have you ever)
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever ever ever)

What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world cuz baby I can't sleep

Have you ever loved somebody so much (so much) it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever...

Loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night
(Just cant sleep at night)
Have you ever tried to find the words but they dont come out right
Have you ever
Have you ever
(Have you ever ever ever)
Ooooo
Have you ever

2010-03-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

A week more to adulthood.

My wish

________________ a secret - Hope it will come through though..

Sometimes when you fail too many times, you ..... just feel damn bad and dejected, and break down....

Hmm today, was seriously a slow day. Got up at noon? Then used com. Watched two movies. Transporter 3 and Just Friends.

Dinner at 7+ and bought fish crackers! :D

Alright, off to bed now. Plans for tmr? Going to get my bicycle's front brake pads changed as its starting to wear really bad and i cant brake in time properly.

2010-03-28T10:09:00.000-07:00

Update time! So on saturday.. Was Powerhouse. Met Doris and co and sat at her table. Super super crowded. Dont know why recently.... Hmm. Albert came to fetch me at 1am. And before that, i was psychoed to buy a shot glass! This guy and this white lady carrying those trays, kept on persuading me to buy it. Zzzz. And i bought one in the end.

Left ph and to clementi road's prata for supper and then home. Talked with Albert about his love life.

Church on Sunday morning and F1 in the afternoon. Nothing much on a really mundane weekend=/

I'm still waiting pictures from prawning last week!

心痛

男人太好，女人不要?

Shi Yao you shi qian hao, shi qian huai.

2010-03-26T09:39:00.000-07:00

Well guess time to update. From wednesday.

Had my medical checkup at 0800 in the morning. Photo taking first then a urine test, blood test. The Medical officer had to poke me twice as he couldnt find my vein! Then an eye test and i had to declare i have red green colour deficiency.

Next was the xray and dental xray. After that was some heart tests, blood pressure and height and weight taking before to a loooooong IQ test. Wtf, had to do simultaneous equations when i kinda forgot them after sec school. And, physics law and some pattern test. Finally done with it and lunch at depot road was botak jones.

Bused home and met Albert and off to tanjong pagar area to do some stuffs for his friend and back home.

Somehow, decided to rent a car so i called my contact and got a 7 seater van like car. It was a fiat Panorama.

Went to daniel's place and off for outing. Visited some haunted area at Lornie road first. Very very dark place. I can say its even scarier than Lim Chu Kang... Then to tpy to pick Andrew and Anna before going back to that place. Off to 99 bends which is at south bouna vista road. Up Kent ridge park and slacked there and took some candid shots lol!

Down 99 bends and decided on going prawning which is at well, 3am?!. 3 hours and that makes it at least 6am before we can head home. Yuan ching was the venue. First catch was by Jocelyn. She caught like alot. 2 big ones included!

Prawn, TCSS, prawn. It was 6 and we started the bbq. Albert started the fire and stuff. Ate all the prawns and back to the car and sent them all back before heading home. Dozed off at the wheel at some points and slept for like 20s in the car during a traffic stop. Fortunately, i got home safely!

Slept for 2 hours before fetching Albert from Serangoon North back home. Rested in the afternoon for a short while and then headed down to Serangoon North at 4pm to check out his car stickers. Slacked there till 5.30 before heading to Yishun to pick Daniel and Jojo up, then to woodlands to pick yongfai and sarah up and heading down to tpy to fetch Serene and finally hougang to pick Doris.

Albert waited at near Doris's place carpark and he followed my tail all the way to Singapore flyer for popeyes!:D

Then, Albert dropped Doris at Marina sq before the rest of us headed to Serene's workplace at raffles place. A disagreement with Daniel over some issues but was solved. Sorry, i didnt know the etiquette.

Ordered 4 bottles of heineken. Thanks Daniel for contributing btw:) Else, it'll be really weird to go in without purchasing anything. Played lots of games like multiples of three and stuff. Sorry for my attitude last night. I was feeling dead dead tired and hence i didnt have the mood to do anything. Furthermore, i had some other problems to worry about too. Left in abit to put Albert's car back at home so as to take only a car for rounding. Stuck at the carpark due to some issues but Albert helped out. Thanks:D. Also thanks for the help with the fuel too. Will return to you soon once i have enough.

Back to Dolphin and slacked for awhile before heading off. In the direction of Geylang for supper. Changed our minds and headed to jian dao jian at jalan besar. After that, was to marina barrage.

At this point, i was so tired and i literally laid down on the stone benches. Off to Lornie's creepy area and to Yishun to drop Daniel and Woodlands to drop yongfai and Sarah. Home was next and i was so tired that i slept 15mins at Albert's carpark before heading up to my home. Returned those wheels and walked to the MRT and headed home.

Bathed and slept for like 6-7 hours. But still feeling tired:(

Alright, shall go and sleep now i guess.

2010-03-23T09:02:00.000-07:00

Slow day today. ECP today and met fiq with the rex. Nothing much. Cancelled plans for long distance cycling!

And CMPB tomorrow at 0800. Siao liao.

2010-03-22T08:51:00.001-07:00

When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door that we do not see the one which has been opened for us.

True?

Perhaps the closed door is just impossible to open. Sometimes, i feel left out, the odd one out?

A slow monday today. Stayed home for most of the day. Discussed issues with Albert and to no avail. The case hasnt been solved yet?=/ Mysterious case? I've decided i'll forget it, since i wasnt harmed in anyway.

New updates
Can mice eat clothing?
They don't actually eat your clothes but they do chew holes through them and make nests with them.

Mice will gnaw at cloth and leather--no one knows how much of it they eat

Pretty relaxing day at home i guess?

And my medical checkup is soon. tomorrow. 24th. Yup. Not sure what to expect but it'll be pretty _____ i heard? okay, sleep time:P

Malaysia trip

2010-03-20T09:21:00.000-07:00

Back from Malaysia the whole week. Happening trip.

Starting from Monday. Somehow got a Honda Fit and I drove in with Albert to Malacca. First up to yong peng for dinner at KFC. It's damn cheap i swear lol. Like 3-4 bucks for 3 piece chicken.

After that drove up to Malacca. Damn the toll charges:(. Drove round Malacca but no accomodation available so drove back to Singapore. Before that, was a road block and those guys were carrying m4a1s?. Got through smoothly and back to Singapore in almost 2 hours.

Got back home and Albert slept in the fit while i went home to recuperate.

Tuesday.

Drove round Singapore to run some errands for Albert, banks and stuff before meeting hafiz to rent his camera lens. A wide angle one.. Then returned the Honda fit before taking Albert's car for the 5 day road trip. 4 hours got us to KL before finding road directions to Cameron Highlands. I was saying, no cameron highlands, no home for us.

Finally found the way via petaling jaya. Also saw road signs to Genting Highlands too. Stopped at Bidor and asked for directions. Read the map and it showed a road to Cameron via Tapah. Road was really winding and winding. We stopped at some spot and went star gazing and photo taking.

Finally reached Cameron highlands itself. Had a problem finding a place to stay. Went to a place called lakehouse and it was like 200SGD a night?! real expensive. A local suggested we stay at an inn but it was too dark so we ditched it. Finally found a decent one that is 50+SGD a night so we took it:D.

Room was pretty comfortable, climate wise, 14-16degrees? brrrrrrr.

Woke up at 9am the next morning.

Wednesday/Thursday.

Drove down cameron via Simpang Pulai as shown in the Top Gear Malaysia Mag. Wider road compared to the twisty nature of Tapah. 6 hour drive down to Singapore to drop Hafiz before Albert and me took a train back to Ipoh. Bought tickets from KTM and 6 hour train ride to KL first before buying a ticket to Ipoh itself to meet his brother. Some strange occurances happened when i went to the toilet at KL sentral. Waited 3 hours before next train at 9am. Train to KL was from 10pm to 7am.

My shorts has a sort of big hole in it. Perhaps it was the way i handle things, roughly i guess?

Boarded the train to Ipoh and met his bro before his bro checked us into a hotel. thanks.

Went around Ipoh sightseeing before dinner at kenny rogers.

Went back to hotel for Xmen 2.!

Friday.

Woke up at 7.30am for breakfast before boarding the bus back to Singapore! Yes. Before that, realized the holes on my shorts has "extended". Does Mark and Spencer usually have such poor quality? It felt like as if i was in a fight. It felt as if i was a beggar walking around in Malaysia. Reached MY customs and almost had a delay because i wanted to throw the white card away. Fortunately i didnt and hence smooth clearance. And i had this stigma of everyone looking at me like i just got robbed or i'm a beggar who has no income to get a new pair of shorts.

And it was so bad that i had to take a bus home instead of the train as it leads to my house direct.

At night, was prawning with Doris and co. Only caught one small little one:D thanks CS for the tips.

And Saturday. Nothing much, SIT open house and planning which path to take. SPF or a degree?

2010-03-17T03:41:00.001-07:00

I'm back in Singapore to take a train back to Ipoh. 17032010.1840. Blog about it when I return two days later.

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2010-03-14T09:14:00.001-07:00

Right loooooooong update time.

Starting from Sunday.

Went with Albert to bring his gf's dog out called BEBE. brought him to the dog's playground at stagmont ring. He barked at me when he first saw me:( Didnt go into the swimming pool of course, and just let him socialise with the other dogs and stuff haha. After that, albert followed me to church and home.

On Monday, was work again. Albert sent me there, thanks. Usual routine before knocking off at like 8? because i had 2 extra places to deliver, bukit timah and keppel drive. Usual sengkangs, hougangs, lorong chuan, bishan, and bedok area.

Tuesday, was the same except that i picked albert from home and he took a bus back with me.... Loooong bus ride.

Wednesday, he followed me again and same stuff. This time, ended work a little earlier as i was rushing throughout.....

Thursday.. Usual stuff. Except that i nearly had a close shave with the walls. I was driving up this curvy carpark at my workplace, kinda wide so, i travelled quite fast at 35-40kmh up. Who knows, i started to slide off. Almost hit the wall at the side. Call that geh kiang. My fault. It was a failed drift kind of slide.

And friday..... last day of work. Green zone with albert and his brother and carls JR. Was a boring movie because all i saw was shooting and i didnt get the storyline. Movie ended at like 3am? Real late. I was dead tired by then.

And saturday, followed albert to autobacs and then to serangoon north to do up his undercarriage lights. Waited close to 4 hours from 5 pm just to finish it. By the time it was really done up, it was like 2230?

And sunday, church as usual and finally the F1 season has just started, congratulations to Alonso on winning the 1st race of the season:D. But my driver would still be Lewis Hamilton!

Picture uploads tomorrow, too lazy to do it and too tired as well. Good night:D

And i just got my red booklet aka my passport today in my hands right now. perhaps talking nicely and without rushing really helps to get things done!

2010-03-10T11:02:00.000-08:00

From a friend's facebook note. Sharing it here.

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms.

The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat.

My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy.

I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid; I went into business and tried to make more money.

When the assets were steadily increasing, the affection between us seemed to lessen.

She was a civil servant.

Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time.

Our kid was studying in a boarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.

But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind.

My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.

This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, you are the kind of man who best draws girls' eyeballs.

Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife.

When we were just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.

Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.

I knew I had betrayed my wife.

But I couldn't help doing so.

I moved Dew's hands aside and said you go to select some furniture, O.K.? I've got something to do in the company.

Obviously she was unhappy because I had promised to do it together with her.

At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.

Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.

Then we watched TV together.

Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body.

This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slightly joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.

Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn't imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking to her.

She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together.

I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I've got something to tell you, I said.

She sat down and ate quietly.

Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth.

But I had to let her know what I was thinking.

I want a divorce. I raised the serious topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This so-called answer made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.

But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart.

The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day.

But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see.

To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

Late that night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table.

I fall asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month's time before divorce, and in the month's time we must live as normal a life as possible.

Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn't want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?

This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember.

You carried me in your arms, she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage romantically.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully.

Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed.

We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.

His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.

She closed her eyes and said softly,Let us start from today, don't tell our son.

I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door.

She went to wait for a bus, I drove to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily.

She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.

I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a longtime. I found she was not young any more.

There were some fine wrinkles on her face. On the third day, she whispered to me, the outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.

The visualization of Dew became vague. On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc.

I nodded.The sense of intimacy was even stronger. I didn't tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her.

Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one.

Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger.

I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain.

Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said.

To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life.

She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute.

I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.

Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.

Our son had gone to school.

She said, actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, both you and I didn't notice that our life lacked intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.

I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door.

I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious.

She looked at me, astonished.

The she touched my forehead.

You have no fever, she said.

I moved her hand off my head.

Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears.

I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite.

The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote: I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

2010-03-09T10:26:00.000-08:00

Famished. Fatigue. After working everyday.

2010-03-08T11:26:00.001-08:00

If anyone is unable to read the chinese words below, please do copy all and stick it into some open webpage like facebook note, Microsoft word and stuff. Something's screwed up.=/

And i'm pretty happy today. I finally got my ticket without doing it 'illegally' I swear i was damn frustrated and at a loss yesterday. And thank you doris and daniel for the advice to talk with them. Bu chong tong, and talking nicely really helps to get things done.

Planning to go for a road trip to Ipoh for 5 days. Work was pretty enjoyable but the travelling time irks me, fortunately, albert accompanied him and thanks for the ride to and fro. Updates tomorrow, too tired now. and sick as well. Mouth ulcer, slight sore throat and back pain and a runnnnnny nose!.

Swimming pool for dogs.

2010-03-06T07:58:00.001-08:00

Saturday. Boring.. Nothing to do. I'm yet missing the most important document to enter Malaysia=/ crap. And one more thing today, i just dont get it, i submitted the names in January and some issue happened=/ Will try emailing the person to see what can be done.

Anyway, found this really interesting note on love i guess? on my friend's friend fb. In chinese btw.

女孩們的心聲....男女都必定要一看的文章....

你可知道
要女人清晨醒來
淩亂的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道
當女人被男人
脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情
於是，你們爭吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是，你們冷戰，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個擁抱一個吻，用你的擁抱你的吻去化解她心裏的悲傷和眼角的淚水。
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜。。。。。。。。。。

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生。。。。。。
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！。。。。。。

希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人

她們為你付出過，不求回報

卻希望你們能夠讀懂，能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去

不要讓愛你的女人流淚

不要讓她傷心

更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

女孩子20歲左右是她最美麗的。這時她的心地最善良，她有點成熟，又有點孩子氣。

男孩子20左右的時候是他最暗淡的日子，這時什麼都沒有，不能獨立又不想依賴，掙紮著彷徨

著，尋找著自己的位置，所以如果一個男孩子在他20歲左右的時候遇見了與他年紀相當的女孩

子，那一定要珍惜她，因為這個女孩子是用用自己最美麗的年華陪他走過了最暗淡的日子！女孩

只有陪他走過，女孩將永遠幸福下去。

應該每個女孩都會身同感受吧..
女孩們的付出..
到底有多少男孩能看得到?
他們又願意花多少時間去理解?
朋友們..請好好珍惜你們身邊的人..
抓緊你們的幸福!
一直走下去..

Fridayyy

2010-03-05T10:43:00.001-08:00

Bye mikko, take care in Finland:(
Somehow had this sort of sad feeling when he passed through the boarding gates. Will it be like this when a loved one flies off? Lots of night rounding sessions and me being the transporter most of the time=/

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2010-03-04T08:34:00.000-08:00

Tuesday..

Decided to rent a car since there was class chalet at NSRCC. If anyone doesnt know where it is, it's just a country club beside changi airport near changi coast road. Called up my contact and collected the car and then drove Albert back to cck and then to mustafa with his gf to find some ladies boots. Headed down to FEP and he bought one. Lunch there toooo. Sent them back to cck before heading down to NSRCC to find the rest of the class.

BBQed, lao yu sheng, TCSS there. Watched some CNN/BBC news and texted with huishan too.

Left at 9pm to fetch albert from cck to home. Intended to head back to the chalet but due to certain issues, didnt head back and hence change of plans to prawning with Daniel and Jocelyn!:D

Initially, i thought prawning was a damn damn boring activity, i see people just sitting there with their rods. But, the addiction comes when you get a catch.. Caught like 4 prawns. for Albert and Daniel that is. I didnt catch one though a few bit my bait. However, the guy running the farm gave us another 6-7 more? Thanks!. BBQed those prawns and one was super hyperactive until Daniel shoved it into the charcoal beneath the wire mesh..

Jocelyn helped to peel the shells since i cannot make it when i peel hence i stay away from prawns. Thanks:D

Drove them home before heading home. Ah tired.

Wednesday.

Sort of did a job hunt again yes. Found one at Bedok North. Drove all the way down and they said i was hired on that day itself? Great. I thought this was going to make my mood but it ended up making me disappointed. After returning the car, went off and took a train down before switching to a bus to the industrial park area. Joy rode with this china dude and he just drove around and i was already almost in dream land. No sleep the previous night.=/ Well, got back to office and received the bad news. I couldnt drive the vehicle back. Why can't they just tell me no instead of keeping me in suspense.

And another issue is, when i stepped into the office. 3-4 old men were talking among themselves. One asked the other, can he write/read simple english a not? The other replied, can, he NUS student leh. Another said, then he can help us do wrapping. Before that, the lady who hired me told me to come at 2pm the next day. After i walked down, she told me to come up and changed the time i should come, 9am??!!! Am i complaining too much? or. Home by 196 took 2 freaking hours. I know i shouldnt complain and should take the train instead but i was so damn shagged out. and dad said i was stupid to work only 3 hours on a driver's job? Always being discouraged from taking these kind of jobs. The previous one too, where i had to work everyday, without rest.

Friday.

Didnt go at 9am instead but stayed home to call up other companies for a job. No reply so, went back there to work as a driver instead. Delivered stuffs to east coast area, hougang/sengkang/punggol area and the last area was at holland hill.

Back by 1830 and home. Reached home at 8!

2010-03-01T10:20:00.000-08:00

Update time!. Saturday. usual spot. Grr. All it took was a orange cup and a cranberry jug shared with Joanne to make me well, grrrr. Sat at Jerry's and Doris's table. Thanks for that:D.

The df was damn packed and stuff and just literally sat around most of the time. Went out at 3am with Joanne and had mac as supper. Hailed a cab for Joanne before hailing one myself to home.. I was just thinking, this spot just doesnt like suit my preferences. After 1-2am, the place just gets boring. hmmmmm. Fortunately, friends are there to have fun with.

4 hours of sleep and Sunday as usual, church and just a very very tiring and sunny Sunday!. it's always the same for every Sunday i guess..

Then, was Monday. I started job hunting through classifieds.. Shortlisted two jobs, one at ang mo kio industrial park and another at toa payoh Industrial park. Hence, headed down to amk to see whats the job about, left my contact down and left the place. Ah, no briefing whatsoever. Next, took a bus down to tpy industrial park and found the place. It was a funeral parlour.. You know, coffins everywhere, hearses everywhere. I was told of my duties required, helping out with funerals and stuff like that. There's even an embalming room! For those who don't get what it is, its a room where the dead bodies are preserved with something so they last for the whole funeral wake.

Then, this guy asked me to drive this lorry with a very big box behind. Started off turning right and just driving around the industrial park. Kinda not used to that type of lorry with the box=/. Needed some time to familarise myself with it. Then he arranged to put me as a funeral assistant.. :( He said my driving was not smooth, i admit, clutch release too slowly when moving off. Well, went home after that. Then went with Albert to vivo and his brother got us cheesecake:D

Home after that and decided to decline the job offer, the pay is $38 a day which i dont really mind since i do get to drive sometimes but it's the transportation to the place that matters.. From Clementi to toa payoh and i have to change a bus to get to there.. And no reinbursement too.

At night, went to mustafa with Albert to get some stuffs and rounding at Geylang before to home...

And oh yes, heading for chalet tomorrow at NSRCC which is at changi coast road. real far! and decided to drive, only those who understand know what it means.. haha. Another time again, every week, its drive drive drive. Kinda rash decision i know. When there's public transport all around. Everytime i set my mind on it, I just want to get it done and fast, i can't wait.

Alright, i'm off to sleep now!

2010-02-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

Updating tomorrow. Just too shagged out. Argh, 4 hours of sleep only. Alright, knocking out.

Friday.

2010-02-26T11:58:00.000-08:00

Friday... Woke up at noon. Damn tired from the night trip two days before and hence slept till then. Downloaded some old movies such as the Island to watch and kinda slacked my time off. Argh, still no job yet. Outing with Albert to Tuas for phototaking before heading down to Clementi road to have prata as supper. Tempting! After that, Daniel called and albert picked him up from Henderson and drove him back home before heading back..

Oh yes, i forgot to post this on yesterday's post. On the bus ride back, saw Pinnacle@Duxton. It was damn nice, and damn tall too.

I'm off to sleep now. Powerhouse tomorrow most likely..

What a day

2010-02-24T12:15:00.001-08:00

Picture updates first. Word update tomorrow.

Sometimes do I wonder whether I'm easily bullied. It does not mean that if you step on my tail and I do not say anything means I don't care.=/
Just confused.

Alright, start of the day, finished up with WDD exam and waited for Albert to come fetch me from sch to TP HQ for his appeal. Lunch at Oldtown coffee at ECP. His appeal failed of course.. damn.

After that, decided to rent a van for cycling the next day. Journeyed down to Kallang at some ulu area called Jalan Benaan Kepal. Got the van which was the old Hiace, i was hoping for the new model which has a turbocharged diesel engine in it. Drove all the way back to clementi from there. Got my stuffs from home and went to shell to get a drink? Thats when things start to happen=/.

Tried to start up the van, the van couldnt start, even an attempted push start failed. In the end, smoke was coming out through the engine beneath the seats so my only guess was that the starter motor was starting to get fried. Mechanic from the shell station came to the rescue, we thought it was a battery problem so he charged up the thing for us and tried to start it, same issues. So, he said it might be a spark plug or a heater problem. Waited for the tow truck arghhhh...

Finally came and towed it back to a Eunos workshop. Then, the rental guy came and swapped vehicles with me after driving it back to Kallang. Rushed off to Doris's place. Reached in 20mins before driving her to work. After that, went to tpy and find andrew and daniel. At 9, set off for cck to pick albert home. Bath, surfed the net and stuffs before setting off at eleven again.

Went to commonwealth to get Albert's camera before dropping him home first. Went to tpy to help paint Andrew's room, i didnt do much though:( Sorry. When they were done with it, it was almost 2am. Set off to Tampines to drop Andrew's gf at her place and we two cars went for supper at upper thomson. Damn, the guo tiao tang is damn tasty! And the dumplings as well. Drove home via Lornie road and PIE after that.

Thursday

mmmmm, Got up at 11am? Washed up and prepared and got my bicycle ready for the cycling trip. One of the shortest cycling trip ever.. Went to pick hafiz and albert up before heading to west spring secondary to pick albert's gf Melody's brother. He ended school at around 2.10pm? Drove to his house and waited for him to prepare. By the time he was done, it was around 2.30pm. Rushed off to ECP from CCK. Reached there at about 3pm. Cycled to Bedok Jetty and enjoy the breeze and took pictures. Went to have coconut drink.

Got back to the van at about 4pm. Yea, an hour's cycling trip.:( So the van had, 4 bicycles and 4 guys inside. So imagine the crampness haha. Then, dropped the brother at cck and hafiz at a bus stop along Bukit Batok road and then home. Parked my bicycle at home before returning the van at kallang. Tired. Long bus ride back:(

Sometimes, i wonder whether do i need a car or not? Everytime i rent, it's just so damn expensive. Yes it's fun for the first day but the second day is like a burden. You park there, it isnt worth it. You drive, your heart aches because the fuel needle drops like no tomorrow. Maybe public transport is better if you're down on funds.... realistically. But, still my dream is just to own one old car for now. I think Daniel said right, i should start saving now.

2010-02-23T08:34:00.000-08:00

Exam time.... tomorrow.. Updates will be tomorrow. ANyway, went to sch for some revision with classmates for exam. But it isnt productive, hard to concentrate!

Side note, sometimes humans are so confusing. One time they can be moody and ignore you. One time they can be cheerful! argh....

Something to share interesting..

MEN ARE JUST HAPPIER PEOPLE -

What do you expect from such simple creatures?

Your last name stays put.

The garage is all yours.

Wedding plans take care of themselves.

Chocolate is just another snack.

You can never be pregnant.

You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park.

You can wear NO shirt to a water park.

Car mechanics tell you the truth.

The world is your urinal.

You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too icky.

You don't have20to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt.

Same work, more pay.

Wrinkles add character.

Wedding dress £2000. Tux rental-£100.

People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them.

The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected.

New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet.

One mood all the time.

Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat.

You know stuff about tanks.

A five-day holiday requires only one suitcase.

You can open all your own jars.

You get extra credit for the slightest act of thoughtfulness.

If someone forgets to invite you, he or she can still be your friend.

Your underwear is £4.95 for a three-pack.

Three pairs of shoes are more than enough.

You almost never have strap problems in public.

You are unable to see wrinkles in your clothes.

Everything on your face stays its original colour.

The same hairstyle lasts for years, maybe decades.

You only have to shave your face and neck.

You can play with toys all your life.

One wallet and one pair of shoes one colour for all seasons.

You can wear shorts no matter how your legs look.

You can 'do' your nails with a pocket knife.

You have freedom of choice concerning growing a moustache.

You can do Christmas shopping for 25 relatives on December 24 in 25 minutes.

No wonder men are happier.

2010-02-22T09:14:00.000-08:00

Monday. SS exam. got up and studied till going near 1 before heading to school.

Damn i screwed for the paper. Studied the wrong diagram. Anyway, no point crying over spilt milk. What can be done now is to do well for the next paper which is WDD.

When i got home, saw that huixian's friend needed some drivers for a job delivering tingkats. Its something like a food business.

So yup, gonna become a food deliverer now instead of newspapers. 6 day work week including sat. Set an interview on Wednesday. Hope i can get the job. But most importantly, i hope i get through this sem seriously, dont wanna repeat dammit.

And, i've got one little assignment being an exam helper at SMU. Worked three times already haha. Delivering exam booklets, collecting them, counting them and sometimes invigilating.

Alright, off to sleep now.

2010-02-21T07:03:00.000-08:00

The weekends have arrived. Woke at noon and studied till going night? Somehow was being a little fickled minded and set off for PH with Albert. Reached, met Joanne Rain and went in.

Ordered a jug of vodka cranberry and shared with Joanne. Tasted sweeeet! And thank you Doris and Jerry for the drinks as well.

Headed to the DF and it was like a inflatable castle where you go bounce bounce bounce. Way too many people. mmmm Left at 1am. Supper at clementi before home sweet home.

As for today, church after 5 hours of sleep and then home to study study study. Got some sunnies too courtesy of dad. Some clip on sun glasses:P

Time flies really fast, my sem is ending and i have a possibility of repeating it but i hope i dont! exam is tomorrow and wednesday.

Somehow, i have some problems after thinking deeply. I just feel 我没有自信.

In crowds, I just feel kinda nervous or something and just afraid to approach people. hmm, maybe yesterday was because of what happened at the start of the year? Just feel kinda nervous to you know, approach?

And another issue is, i just dont know why even after so many years, i am still being treated hostily even when i try to say a hello. I know what i did in the past was stupid and disgusts you. But why, do i still get the same old cold treatment? and worst still, bad news travels very very fast. Even someone who doesnt know me just treats me like a hostile now. Great. I just dont understand sometimes. Very complicating.

2010-02-19T10:03:00.000-08:00

Wonderful Thursday. hmmmm, got up at like 8.30 i guess. Had SS revision but i was late by a wee bit of 5mins. Considered late? hmm lol. After that, lunch at makan place before heading home.

Somehow, had this urge to want to rent a commercial vehicle aka a van to drive around and study somewhere. But, then think think think think and think again. Didnt want to in the end, so continued studying with some breaks inbetween on Splinter Cell. However, i changed my mind again and decided to rent a car instead, and a manual transmission. A fiat punto it is, my sort of 'bad' luck car. Reason? The 1st time i drove it was when i passed my driving test and on the first day, i rented one straightaway without hesitating. My driving then was totally noob. Even some people had car sickness:(.

Then, during a drive to cineleisure for slacking, when i exited the carpark, i made a very fast sharp turn and rammed into the wall on the left side of the car. Left door couldnt be opened, light was damaged and stuff.

Next incident was, i rented another punto, and yes it's red again. The first one was also red. I left my bicycle in school and took a bus to retrieve it back. Cycling back, i was knocked down by a lorry. Had a cut above my eye and a some injuries here and there.

The final one was getting hit by a car from the back, and yes its the same punto. And hence, i always have phobia of driving this particular model.

Went to meet albert and drove him home before heading home to change and stuffs. Drove to Doris's workplace to meet her up before heading down to Changi Airport's T3 Popeyes to have supper. Ordered 2 pc chicken. Damn delicious but a little on the expensive side. We both ordered takeaway and drove to a carpark at Changi Coast road to have our supper in the car. After finishing, drove down to changi village. Washed my oily hands there and drove her back to her work place. Thanks for the company and hope you're feeling better alright?

Then, albert said he needed a break from his revision at home and then we decided to explore Tuas, an unknown area to us as we havent been there before. Damn, i feel damn bored in Singapore already. Go to JB? No. I dont even have access to my IC, let alone to my passport. Most of the places, i have already been to. Went to this construction area that is very very similar to the one at Punggol. Same effect, went in, out we came and the car was very muddy. I think they're doing reclaiming as the soil was really soft though.

Went back home after that at like 3.30am? Bed was calling me then and hit the sack.

Friday

Got up at 10am and took a shower first before doing some revision at home. Went out at noon. Was praying so hard for rain and not to see those white 'ghosts' giving slips of paper to cars:(.

Met Albert and drove around to teck whye and stuffs before going back to NP's library to study.

Headed out at 5.40pm and went to Doris's place and drove her to work. After that, headed over to West Coast Grove to pick Dinesh up. Dropped his friends at Jurong east mrt and cck mrt before meeting albert and drove together to Yishun dam. Met up with the lancer motoring club dudes and had a men's car talk session. Left at 9.30pm to do a thorough car wash. Cheap and its speck and clean! Returned the car at Marsiling and felt like I lost a pair of limbs.

Thanks albert for the ride home though but before that, we headed over to Powerhouse to check out the queue. Initially, thought that the jam outside was because of the anniversary. However, its due to the newly overrated casino! I dont really like the idea of it. Already, a few casino related offences have been committed due to people becoming bankrupt and stuffs. Talking about bankruptcy.... I myself am broke now....:( Time to work after my studies.

Okay, i'm off to bed now. its 4am. Late.

2010-02-17T08:45:00.000-08:00

mmmmmmm Wednesday. Let's see. Woke up at 11am. Got ready, lunch and shopping with mum:D. Thanks for paying all my purchases. Appreciated. Went to Orchard's FEP.

Bought a zara black shoe and then more window shopping before heading down to Tangs to get a few polo Ts followed by Topman at ION with a few Tees as well before home sweet home. Studied, gamed awhile. Game played was Splinter Cell Chaos Theory. Kinda love spy games where you wait for the target patiently and just get through mission objectives. Nothing really fantastic on this slow wednesday except that tomorrow i have extra lessons tomorrow so, i really need to buck up else i'll repeat another sem. Damn.

Stumbled upon this piece of news where this indo guy stole after losing all in the recently opened Resort World Casino stole a civilian's mobile phone from changi airport? So, more crime in the future with people ending up as bankrupts after a night of fun? Don't think Singapore is that safe after this casino opened. Also, another one is opening when the Integrated resort opens =/

Alright, turning in now=D

Cny day two

2010-02-15T08:48:00.001-08:00

Day two of CNY.

Worked up at 1pm. Used the com till 3 before bathing and getting ready for some travelling.

Set off at 3pm to visit nanny at Khatib. TCSS there before heading back home and went to Uncle's place for dinner. Longtong was the dish=) Somehow, now my folks know who is Rei now. Because one of my cousin mentioned that i put that name in facebook! They always called me han-ern because my chinese name is 陈瀚恩. Yeap.!:(

After dinner, home and played with Modern warfare 2 and finally completed it. Slept at 1.

As for Day 3 of CNY. Pretty boring day with me studying, using com more than studying i suppose:( That really is bad bad bad bad.

So, the end of CNY 2010 and another year has passed.. and i'm going in to army soon, depending on the fate of 2 exams. I pass, i grad, i fail, i repeat. :(

Alright, time to sleep, good night.

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Happy CNY!

2010-02-13T21:52:00.000-08:00

Happy cny to everyone! Currently blogging
from saint joseph's home. Will blog the rest when I reach home tonight!

Start of the day hmmmmm. Church in the morning before heading down to St Joseph's home to visit grand auntie. Seeing her every year and she's getting weaker due to old age.. Please get well soon. I still miss you hospitality at your home.

After that, visited mummy's side uncle and had lunch there.! Brought back some pineapple tarts as well. My fave goodies other than bak gua! hahaha. hmmmm After that was home and that's it for day 1's visitation.

At night, was actually planning to catch a movie with daniel and co but it was too late, 0250 so didnt. Met albert and caught Percy Jackson and the lightning thief instead. Kinda entertaining and before that, was mac supper. After the movie, headed home and hit the sack. Feel like catching Valentine's day the movie too.... hmmmmm

Saw this really cool Silvia in the carpark!

Temptations, temptations, temptations, will that moment of enjoyment make me regret for life or just make me have fun? I don't want to do it but somehow the temptation is just too strong. I hope I make the right decision.

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2010-02-13T05:27:00.001-08:00

Interesting video on Kzee's double life on razor tv!

http://www.razor.tv/site/servlet/segment/main/90/43670.html

2010-02-12T08:00:00.000-08:00

Friday.

Nothing much on this day, stayed home the whole day. Basically was studying and sitting around at home. :( I got a couple of youtube videos to share though, some are pretty hilarious you'll wonder why are they behaving this way. Tomorrow's CNY already and er hmm. Valentine's day.

Ang baos, ang baos and more ang baos!:P And i better not eat so much.. I am kinda gaining weight now!

Singaporean auntie showing off her rear?

And a dodge viper rear ending a van..

2010-02-11T10:06:00.000-08:00

Thuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuursday!

Started off the day busing off to school for my DOA assignment. Argh, one formula i missed:( I asked the teacher the marks and she said, does it matter?!

Okay after that, met Albert and headed down to ubi to see car modification parts. He did an semi closed air intake and a strut bar for his ride. While withdrawing money for the purchases, i sat at the back of this dude's van as the front seats were full.. So it was a tough ride. daniel smsed to meet at outram and albert dropped me there. and daniel was lateeeee and i waited, waited and waited and waited and waited.

Met him and walked around outram and TCSS before heading down to dhoby ghaut to have dinner at astons! Very worth it and delicious! Especially the baked potato! During the dinner, chatted alot about how to behave this and that when going out with people yup. Initiatives, initiatives, and behaving in the right way. Thanks for teaching me that bro.

After that, separated ways and bused back home...

At night, met albert again to do up his lighting for his ride but the shop was closed. Was at serangoon north avenue 4 and the shop was closed for the new year=/ zzzz. Headed back and supper at clementi road which was prata.

Alright, i'm damn sleepy right now!

Found something on a friend's blog and seems interesting hmmm.

Good night!.

2010-02-10T11:50:00.000-08:00

Time to update my blog. Some old photos from last week..

Starting from Tuesday=D Cycled down to school. and had the first lesson which was SCM and gladly the last too!. Then SS revision. Decided to rent a commercial vehicle like vans/pickups as i was keen to drive those but it was unavailable.. So decided to rent a car instead. Albert shared some of the cost too as i was low on budget. Cabbed down with him to Little India and got a swift

Drove to cck to drop him and then headed down to bbdc to meet Daniel. Left for home and burnt some songs before heading over to Doris's place to drive her to work. On the way, i felt really sleepy on the road.. hmmm. Then picked her up and drove her to 401 where she bought fries for herself and me.Thanks for the treat:D

While driving her to her workplace, i still felt really sleepy, even to the extent of hitting the horn on the steering wheel accidentally while driving but thankfully she was there to keep me awake by chatting with me.

Dropped her at her workplace after that and drove to CCK to meet Albert. Again, i hit the horn while doing a left corner on the road to the highway. Almost hit another car's rear as i was still going even though he was slowing down.

Met him and drove home. During the jouney home, yet again, i almost rear ended a Honda civic. Thankfully, he was there to be my co driver and accompany.

After that, he called me to meet me at 9pm to accompany him to drive ah xuan to ECP. Drove him and back home again. Bath and when the clock hit 11.50pm, headed out again to Mikko's place for his project. Then to De liang's place for his project too. His house is damn damn nice.

Very very cosy feeling and at 16 levels!

And during that, i just realised that .... and J knows each other. Does that explain the hostility? Maybe i'm thinking too much. somehow, what silly things you do in the past affects you in the future=/

Arranged with Doris earlier on to visit her at work and so headed down to her workplace. However, she was busy with something so didnt go. So i guess next time then:( Drove home after that and texted dan to meet him

Woke up at 6.30.. Was lateeee. But i rushed to his house and then went for breakfast together. After that went back home with him and got changed before heading over to ITE simei to have lunch and picked Jocelyn up. After that, Illuma for Lan gaming session. Modern warefare 2 is nice!

Dropped them both at Newton MRT after that before returning the ride. Thanks for the petrol treat btw:P

Bus back to school on 67 and i was half asleep during revision class:(. Back home, bath, dinner before resting from 7 till 3am?

hmmm. on a side note, i think i should really try not to be nervous when talking. Somehow, i say the wrong words of expression when i am feeling nervous and mean the wrong things when i want it to mean another way.

okay i'm off for my second round of lalalalala land.!

2010-02-08T09:53:00.000-08:00

Monday blues... As usual. week 17 of school. Rode to school yet again. lesson one, late for school and yes. staying 10mins away doesnt exactly help. After that, chicken cutlet for lunch and it was yummy! No pics taken though, forgot:(. Then to esquare to TCSS with Linus before heading home at 3pm.

Went to meet Daniel at BBDC after a hasty decision on the road to cycle. Left home at 3.30pm, reached bbdc at 4.10pm when his theory lesson had started.

Okay, let me post the route first.

Clementi ave 4-->Common wealth avenue west--> boon lay way --> Jurong east central --->Bukit batok ave 1-->bukit batok central--->Bukit batok west avenue 2--->Bukit batok west avenue 4--->Bukit batok west avenue 7---> bukit batok west avenue 5--->BBDC BBDC--->Bukit batok west avenue 5--->Bukit batok road--->Choa chu kang road--->upp bukit timah road---> Clementi road---> home sweet home!:D

Went into his classroom only to get sort of chased out because i didnt book the lesson. I wanted to listen to those theory lessons again! Sat out at BBDC's canteen till he finished. Saw saiful at bbdc too. Before that, had a drink too and just walked around looking at learner drivers and bikers. Gah, wished i was driving one of them to kill time. Borrrrreed. Waited for him and dinner for him only as i would have mine at home. Then tried to enter his theory lesson classroom again. This time, the guy was pretty sharp. He counted the number of students in the room and my row. He asked,

Who was the one who didnt scan their IC. Damn. Screwed. Gave him my licence to scan and no training record found.. So i was asked to go down and double check. So twice, i got kicked out of the class....Left at 6.30pm Headed home via choa chu kang road after that.

Pretty jammed up as it was quite a small road with a huge volume of cars? hmmmm

Reached home at 7.10pm. Rfactored abit before dinner.

\\and i wonder.. Honestly, when i look back, why was i so persistent last time? hmmm. mindless persistance? i guess so. and i someone is.. hmmm forget it.

And started my sort of movie watching on youtube. Tomorrow never dies james born film! Love this spy series. Lady charmer, intelligent agent and etc. Right, finished it

And i'm offf to sleep now. its 2.30am already!.

2010-02-07T08:08:00.000-08:00

Saturday

Practically home the whole day but activities in the later part of the day. Prepared, dined at home and then headed out at 7pm. Met daniel, yf,sarah, joanne rain and jocelyn at Pizza Hut Marina square. Ate abit and then to action city MS to pick a present for Rena. Happy birthday girl.

Daniel picked a lamp and we bid farewell to yf and sarah and cabbed down to vivo. Met up with Rena and gave her the present and went straight to the powerhouse.

Went in, ordered vdka cranberry. And then to the stairs to slack before hitting the df. Hmmmm.

somehow, i dont know whether did i do something inappropriate... A guy's temptation yes, but... Its the first time i have actually done it and its a friend and its so common around the df...

After that, went level 2 and met Rena. Flaming lambo for her and...

shared waterfall for daniel and me.

Halfway, daniel wasnt feeling well and left. And there was a commotion. Read my twitter at twitter.com/chonyian to find out more or ask me.

To mac for thirst quencher and bused home.

As for today, church in the morning and then home before heading out awhile. Nothing much on this Sunday haha.

Alright, i'm damn tired, off to sleep now.

2010-02-05T10:39:00.001-08:00

Wednesday

Well, well, well. Even though i have a car in my possession, i am still late for school.=/ I gotta change that seriously. Staying 10mins away from school and being late? Drove to school and parked at some ulu spot but near to my block. Campus security is super on these days wtf! My bicycle got a warning and cars that are not in a lot also got that slip of paper. I guess, i havent seen them actually clamp a car's wheels yet.

Went to class and after class, met albert to borrow his cashcard and drove to return the car. Took a bus back to school. Went for WDD lesson and revision again before going home. I think i slept for like 3 hours? Is it good taking afternoon naps? hmmmmmm..

out with albert for some cut curry rice supper at jalan besar. and then home.

Thursday

Cycled to school and had first lesson. I was marked late as the teacher was damn niao. I brought my own pen to mark my presence but she used a red pen to mark it off. Did my DOA assignment and i've finished. Thanks to Jerome, Wesley and some other guys for helping as i did not even do one single practical at all.

WDD lesson next and continued with my DOA assignment. Handed in by then. Cycled home bath and stuff and chatted with Huishan. Made her create a tweet tweet account! Slept at like 3am after finishing WISP assignment

Friday

Went for school only to be told lesson was cancelled after half an hour. That's great.. Then, lunch at Makan place before doing some minor touch up on my WISP assignment. Bused back home after that. Nap from 2pm to 5pm.:) And it was raining as well. coooooool weather. At night, went with albert to pick huishan again from work. Went to rochor beancurd to buy tards and then albert drove her home. After that, home sweet home and had beancurd for minor supper.

2010-02-02T11:13:00.001-08:00

Started off the day cycling to school. 1st lesson SCM, revision revision and then SS also a revision lesson. Suddenly decided to rent a car as i havent been driving for quite some time. So went down to Little India to collect it. The same old proton wira. Drove back to school and thanks albert for the ride there:D

Did some work at school before heading to cck to fetch wesley home and then back home to put my stuff and then headed to stagmont camp to pick Daniel and Jocelyn up. Dropped them at CWP before heading to Doris's place. Drove her to work and thanks for those gummy gummy sweets.:D Went home after that and went out again at 9pm after dinner. Met albert and drove to Bugis to pick Huishan up. Hello:D

Went out of fuel at near golden mile. Was turning right near ICA building to the caltex gas station. Suddenly, the car just died off. Fortunately, i wasnt in the halfway mark of the turning junction. And cars were horning at me once the green arrow turned on. So, i somehow managed to push every ounce of petrol in the car to start the engine and the car moved for quite abit, though at a snail's pace.

Albert got out to push since he was the heaviest with huishan and me inside. I'm sorry girl for inconveniencing you:( Then after pushing for awhile, huishan got out to help as i guided the vehicle with the steering. Phew, its like an 800m dash to the gas station. Finally got it filled up.

Oh yes, before that, i had a close shave with the cops. I was speeding and just switching lanes without signalling and stuff. Suddenly this QX came up from behind me with blinkers. Thought he was gonna catch me but i just gave way to him. Phew.

Another brush with the cops was at picadailly circus, Seletar Airbase. I was speeding down the road at 100kmh and the QX was at the stop line! I expected him to turn to my direction to chase me but phew, another escape again.

2010-02-01T07:22:00.000-08:00

Mondayyyy and the start of week 16 at school. Woke up with a lethargic feeling:( Bused to school as i was going for an appointment at NDC later in the day. First lesson SS. revision revision revision. I was practically having the runny nose syndrome the whole lesson. Kinda like, you know, if i dont move, i wont get rid of it. Used up 2 packets of tissues to going 3. Irritated me as hell since secondary school.

Next lesson, DOA, but before that, lunch was 2 egg pratas and cheesefires! yummy! Then to class next. Did assignment, access and excel. After that, headed out of school and took a bus to Dover MRT before trained to Outram MRT to meet mummy.

Met her, walked to NDC and got my name called almost immediately. Met the dentist and he explained to me what i was in for. Braces, surgery??!! and braces again. He explained the risks to me and stuff like that, which includes, nerve loss. 60% chance of it happening, which is losing the feeling of my cheek, and in the worst case scenario, mortality which is death=/.

After that, had my photo taken of my side profile and jaw. Had to bite some dough product to get my teeth mould out. Mint taste...

After that for xray. My jaw was something like this.

As you can see, the lower jaw is protruding out and yup. Why? Genetics:( My teeth isnt that in a straight shape which is why the reason i dont really like to smile or just dont dare to smile when taking photos. I even got teased as pervertic smile back in secondary school. So, i was just deciding on it. the risks and stuff.

The risks and etc.

Nerve injury- The inferior alveolar nerve and the facial nerve are the nerves that may be affected. The lingual nerve or infraorbital nerve may also be involved but rarely as compared to the other two. The most commonly affected nerve is the inferior alveolar nerve which when damaged will cause numbness or paraesthesia to the lower lip and chin on the damaged side. The posterior teeth on the side may also lose sensation. The facial nerve may also be affected and cause facial weakness on the damaged side. Lingual nerve damage will bring about loss of sensation to one half of the tongue again on the damaged side and injury to the infraorbitla nerve will bring loss of sensation to the infraorbital region just below the eye.

Hemorrhage or Bleeding- There are major vessels in the site of surgery and damage to these vessels may bring about bleeding.

Unfavourable split- In unusual anatomies, the jaw may split or fracture in an unwanted position.

Mandibular dysfunction- Due to the pressure and manipulation of the jaws, the jaw joints may be traumatized and cause jaw joint pain also known as TMJ pain. Due to the new jaw position, TMJ disorders may also happen.

Damage to teeth- The adjacent teeth may be damaged due to their proximity to the surgical cuts and if so may need root canal treatment afterwards.

And a youtube video of it of how its done=/ For readers who cant take gore, please dont click play...

After that, took a train home but before that, consultation fee was ex but paid by mum. Thanks:D

Had about one month's time to decide. Next appointment is on the 9th March. I think it's more about cosmetics wise and vanity? Others do it because they have biting problems while i dont hmmmm. Still, i dont know. Risks are there and i am still thinking and thinking.

Okay, i'm turning it now. Good night. Tuesday comes next!

2010-01-31T09:25:00.001-08:00

Alrightyyyy Sunday. Went to wash albert's car, he did most of the work while i just splashed some parts here and there and bought a mcflurry. Went home and slept. Got up and went to church and back. Did my assignments and stuff. Nothing much on this day. Finally done with one and another just comes? and i've got 2 more exams to get through. I seriously hope on getting through this sem though. Dental appointment at NDC tomorrow. Might be going for some surgery or just braces. My decision too. Surgery, fast results but liquid food for a month or two.

And i'm still deciding on two major decisions in my life.

SPF or SAF which is the Police or Army

And a bike licence or not?

It takes a boy to make a mistake but a man to admit his mistakes.

2010-01-29T09:12:00.000-08:00

Some of the pictures from yesterday. haha. Hmm. What about today? I slept at 4am last night at woke at 9+ today. Had this gym practical test. Confirm fail:( Even the guy asked me, you got study a not? lol. Oh and before that, i had a bad tummy ache at home and at school. Could be the milk i drunk yesterday to cure the 'spicyness'.. After that, no appetite and bought sweet corn.

WISP lesson next and i failed an essay. Wrote out of point and way too many personal opinions.

Lesson soon ended and went home but not before buying vitamilk haha.

Napped after bathing and slept till 6pm. And i just received my NS letter. But i'm opting to join the Singapore Police Force as a regular? Should I? Whatever the case, I really hope NS changes my attitude and my maturity level.=/ I still think like a small kid in the body of a 21 year old.

And another thing, contemplating of taking a bike licence and buying one but after seeing some videos on facebook just scares me into riding. Somehow i felt guilty overtaking the bus on the downhill of my school on my bicycle in the face of oncoming traffic. I could have been involved in an accident due to my recklessness=/. Still, deciding it. Any thoughts, whoever reads my blog? hmmmmm.maybe i should learn to listen to advices more instead of thinking i am right all the time.

Still got a 3k word assignment to do and now its 1.47am. Time to sleep. for now. haha. Tomorrow's plans? Stay home till exams are over i guess lol.

2010-01-28T10:04:00.000-08:00

Alrighty. Back from the dinner with Daniel and co. Started the day with DOA and not getting marked attendance!

Went to ME block and met albert and he gave me the chocolates he made. He was doing a machine that makes the chocolates. So got around, played with the exhibits and got a bag and an ice cream:D And some friends were actually watching this taiwan drama called Hai pan tian xing? Find the male lead cute with his umbrella like hairstyle and rainie yang too!

Cycled home after that at 1pm. Went to do my assignment at home and had a half an hour siesta.

Out of the house at 7pm and reached yishun and daniel's house at 7.40pm. Went to this ulu ulu area near Seletar Airbase. Place was called Sunset Grille. Heard from Daniel that i have to eat some level 30 chicken that is very very spicy. Went there, place was fine after some 1 min of walking.

Settled down with the rest. Angela, Jeremy, Juenn, Kai Ming, yong fai and gf, daniel and gf and ben.

Ordered the dozen chicken which was level 30? I heard theres a level 35 one but i doubt very very much that i'm going for it. I dont take spicy food.

Ate my first bite and immediately, i had to reach for the water.. Way too spicy and i was more of drinking water than eating the chicken. I wont ever ever dare to try it again.. Finally finished it after pouring real lots of tomato sauce on the chicken parts. Somehow, you got to eat it like how you drink tequila shots, one by one, you'll suffer but if you dump all in at once, the pain will be lesser.

Thanks jeremy and co for the milk and i felt better. Ordered cheese fries too! Delicious hehe.

After dinner, made our way down to casurina prata at upp thomson. Ordered cheese prata and egg prata. This uncle has superb memory and he actually remembers all our orders without writing down! wtf!

Made our ways to yishun dam to slack. Jeremy gave me a wee bit of chivas regal and mixed it. Reminds me of the taste of the black label. Yeeeeck. I just cant take it=/ Not my taste buds.

Albert soon arrived and he sent me back. Before that, i actually showed him the restaurant where we went. I somehow still remembered how to go haha.

Back home and bathed before blogging this. Alright, i'm off to bed. Assignments in 2 days time. Deadline i mean.

Everyone makes mistakes. If one is willing to change, no matter how hard it is, if the will to change is there and change and not repeat the same mistake, it can be done.

2010-01-27T09:54:00.000-08:00

Just back from rounding outside.. Starting with today.

Got up, washed up, prepared for school.

2 lessons only. Done with WDD presentation today which means that is down and i passed=) apparently. haha. Knocked off school and headed home. Did assignment assignment, assignment. Essay type:( 2500-3000 words.

At about 11pm. Met Albert, went for rounding first to commonwealth to get his camera and headed down to Mustafa to meet his friend. His friend got some shirts and tid bits and we separated ways after that.

Went to Rochor beancurd at short street aka Selegie and got tau huey and an egg tart. Delicious! Finally its open. Last week, we went and it was closed and it ended up the shop beside was open. Maybe it was the rain? Talking about rain, hope it rains soon these days. Too hot!

And recently, i heard about this Romanian hit and run case. Where is justice? The guy just told a lie that he didnt drive a car and runs away from the country even during investigations are taking place. I hope justice is being done for the victim. Imagine if my loved ones were involved.

Alright, time now is 2.07am. Good night.

Dashed dreams BUT...

2010-01-26T08:33:00.000-08:00

Dashed hopes... Of a starlet today..

Okay starting the day. Went out last midnight with albert, deliang and mikko the finnish dude. First stop, jian dao jian at bendeemer road? Somewhere near mustafa. The food is great. Especially the curry sauce. A recommended thumbs up from me! Next to bedok jetty.

Kinda gay since it was 4 guys walking together in the serenity hahahaha. But the scenery was pretty nice. Pics up next time! Back by 3am. Which was hella late already.

Woke up in the morning. School. Usual lessons. After that, met daniel and his friend at dover mrt and he drove us down to this car mart at west coast. Test drove the starlet and was seriously thinking of buying it. Pickup was good, handling felt good and it was cheap.

Test drove his friend's starlet as well and drove to WCP mac for lunch. Talked about cars and stuff there and was seriously considering until.....

http://www.sgcarmart.com/used_cars/info.php?ID=81629&DL=1096

This was the car.. I even came up with some proposals:( But it failed. Here it is..

Proposal for my first car

Toyota, reliable brand and wouldn’t break down easily

Starlet, small car with a humble 1 litre engine so I wouldn’t speed and drive carefully

Equipped with 4 disc brakes and 2 ventilated at the rears so stopping power is not compromised, + safety.

Good fuel consumption for a humble 1 litre engine.

Done up interior from previous owner

Checked Engine wise with friend and test drove it

Handling was fine

Cheap maintenance, parts are cheap and easy to find in a case of a need to repair

COE ending in a year so will be scrapping by then

Advantages

Can send brother to school, parents to work when necessarily

Most importantly, helps me learn some simple responsibility by washing, cleaning and detailing the car and not to forget simple maintenance. A very basic car for someone who isn’t earning any keep at the moment

Price wise, haggled down from 5.8k to about 5.5k after much talking.

nevermind, i'll get it myself if i have the means in the future. Head not so big, no need to buy such a big hat. There are always alternatives(: hehe. I have more than those who are in Life Transformers 2, and that i should be grateful.

So, after that, did some assignments. Guess i got to sleep earlier! Late nights have an adverse effect on general health:( So good night. 1.07am now.

2010-01-24T08:35:00.001-08:00

Saturday morning. Went for rounding with Albert, Hafiz and De liang. Geylang first for a round of the lorongs but seems like theres a raid there and saw alot of red riot vans.=/

Changi coast next and changi village. Saw those you know what lah. Sports cars came in and etc. Went for a drink and then back. Went back to changi coast road and seems like there was a drag race there. Friend caught up and then overtook an Rx7! Home sooooooooon at 4am.

Woke up at 12pm the next day and did assignments. Went out of the house to holiday inn atrium. Got off at the wrong stop grrrrrr. Bought hard and soft drinks there. Coke, green tea. Whats a chalet without these soft drinks? Heavy heavy heavy, in preparation for the chalet.

Met Daniel, Jocelyn and Yong fai and Sarah at FEP. Shopped around while i tugged the drinks around. Shihlin chicken for snacks. Delicious. Went into stage's shop as well.

Next, cabbed down to Down town east after bidding good bye to yf and sarah.

Met daniel's friend and she drove us over to costa sands resort chalet. Birthday girl and etc had her face full of cake and water. Opened up the soft drinks and drank it. Around half an hour later, we left with Andrew and Anna to Illuma i think? Slept in the car and feeling groggy, probably the previous night's outing=/

Reached illuma after a long ride. Was shagged out when i reached there and just wanted to have a rest haha. Played LAN with them. All i knew i was playing MW2 and surfed facebook?

After that was supper at SPIZE along river valley road. Cabbed home after that.

Special thanks to Andrew and Daniel for taking care of me and driving me nearer to my house.

And thanks Daniel for your comforting words. I need a listening ear sometimes.

Sunday, church in the morning and napped after going home at 2pm.

Assignments stilllll

Alright, i'm off to bed now=/.

2010-01-22T08:30:00.000-08:00

Thursday.

To school and reached at 9am. The ridiculous teacher's lesson and lunch by 11am. Break for 3 hours. Yeah that long=/ Played with iphone, assignment and stuffs. Finished one assignment like finally. I cant be last min though haha.

Pondering on a bike licence and a bike though. But if i get one, i'll most likely make it a one seater. Not selfish or what but i dont want to be the one making the pillion suffer if anything happens. So, maybe a sports bike? haha. If i am driving a car, then i'll fetch as many people as i can haha:D

At night, went for car wash and supper with albert. Bought twister fries. Delicious but only once in a blue moon pleaseeeeeee.. lol. Car wash, waxing and stuff. I only watched him do it lol. Lazy bummer me.

Went to his house downstairs and chatted about some personal experiences and issues.

He was saying, its all about the art of sweet talking that melts people.

So is it really all about the art of sweet talking that is the key to it? And maybe because i'm too shy? Somehow, i sometimes feel some sort of nervousnesses when talking.. hmm..

Friday..

Gym lesson in the morning followed by lunch.

WISP presentation. Did pretty okay but i was abit nervous when talking to everyone in the class about my topic, Germany. Somehow, my points were kinda of my personal opinions and too much complains haha.

Back home soon after vitasoy and chachos snack.

2010-01-20T09:07:00.000-08:00

Picture updates first. I'll fill the words soon.

Alright starting from tuesday..

I brought little red devil out for a ride, aka my brother's ride. Cycled there to school and still the same first lessons and stuff. Home by 3pm. Got my tyre changed and yeap, my ride is back. Pedal powered though but not complaining. One day i'll own my own motor powered ride.

Supper at rochor beancurd at selegie road with Albert. Delicious though and it wasnt the correct store. It was just beside but its closed for the day aka da yang. Heavy rain just before i got into the ride before my iphone got soaked lol.

Wednesday. Cycled to school and still first lesson syndrome. Breakfast during lesson time. Break for 2 hours and did assignment. To think of it, hell loads of assignments..

Little red devil that i borrowed to school.

Rochor beancurd!

2010-01-18T10:02:00.000-08:00

Assignments:( Nap again in the evening. And work again.

Contemplating on a bike licence and a bike. Should I?

2010-01-17T08:27:00.000-08:00

Its a sunday... As usual, church in the morning but before that in the wee hours of the morning, went for prata with Albert and then home by 4am.

Work awhile in the afternoon and went out again. I saw one familiar guy that made me reminisce my 2004 school memories. A flashback it seems. and it made me stand there for 5mins. How do i say it, he is big, muscular, strong. He was smoking and holding a bike helmet with a tight fitting black shirt with his big brother beside him. Needless to say what he kind of a guy he was, the fact that he was once my friend and partner, changed once he hit 14 years old.

Whenever, i think of 2004, it just reminds me of when i hit the NA stream because i did kinda badly for streaming and i went down. Everyday, you walk in the class, you are filled with fear of who is behind your back. Pranks, punches, rubber bands, birthday bash and stuffs when we were young. He was somehow one of the 'leaders in charge of it' Everyday, i came back with blueblack bruises on my left/right arm. Doesnt take a genius to guess why i got it right? Exactly, everyday, i was just being ______.

Yup. It was a nightmare being in that class, with no one standing up for me, the ones whom i thought would help me ended up sitting on the fence, as they wouldnt want to get into trouble and fending for my own. Which is why, i despise those who bully the weak.

I thought that by helping them with errands, I would gain some good rapport. Errands like buying food, drinks and smuggling them up to class and stuff.

I was wrong. In the end, i was just pushed around like a ball. A ball with no sharp edges to fend for itself. A soft round ball, being kicked around. All because, of that big muscular guy who was once my partner and friend. He went down the stream with me, he got a couple of his friends in the next class which i guessed taught him the bad influence of smoking at the age of secondary 2.

One incident, made me almost had a concussion. It was just a normal day at school. The big guy's friend was playing with a girl some form of catching, and he was running around me. Somehow or rather, i accidentally tore his shirt which i have no recalling how or why. It was just an accident. The next thing i knew, was five hard knocks to the side of my skull and i was walking unsteadily then. Friends who watched, even asked me to make a police report or to the disciplinary master.

I knew i couldnt fight back, he was 3 years older than me and much stronger than me, even if i could, backup was already on the way. I knew if even if i retaliated, i wouldnt even be living to see the light of this day, 18th January 2010. Perhaps, i might be in a coma or even dead.

And again, no one stood up for me, all they did was watch. Kinda normal.

Soon the year passed and some of them had dropped out and got siphoned out.

Looking back, sure, i have forgiven them all. I even went out with some of them who were part of this group last year, driving around and stuff. Some changed for the better. But, somehow, this part of my life seems to be the darkest of all, if i had the chance again, i wouldnt want to go through this period of hell, uncertainty. I wished i had more happy times in school. IF i had a stand of my own. A flashback indeed.

I guess, its time to sleep now. 1.11am. Maybe life has more positive things for me than negative i guess.

2010-01-16T08:48:00.000-08:00

Saturday.... Its a boring saturday as i am jam packed with many many assignments:( Got up at 12 and got into assignment mode immediately. But, somehow i felt that i am easily easily easily easily easily distracted! Grrrrrrrr. Got to stop that somehow.

And no nights out today.. Kinda, told myself i have to stop it till the fat lady sings which means the exams are over!

And i'm going for prata soon at clementi road.! Kinda love that place, cheap and its not bad too for the taste. Somehow, i think the one at Hougang still tastes equally great as well. The one at thomson road was so-so..

2010-01-15T09:08:00.000-08:00

Hmmmmmmm friday today... Yeah. last day of the week haha. and first lesson of the day gym lesson. Was told to do all sorts of exercises there when i didnt have the proper shoe! I wore hiking shoes there as my sports shoes were damaged in china and i left it there. 10-12pm was my lesson and after that, printed some assignment stuffs and handed them up.

Lunch next at canteen 2. Love the jap food there. Ordered veg curry don with chicken. Its very very tasty. That explains the long queue every lunch time. And a potato croquet as well hehe.

And saw Kit Yee as well. lol. First time seeing her on campus at Canteen 2.

Then. was WISP lesson. Observed presentations and stuff. My turn is next week=(. Before that, saw a girl crying over some results issue in the class.=/

Vita milk again on the way home..

Home next. and didnt decide to change my bike's tyre today since...... Zzz. Something went wrong. I had a puncture last december thats why. Maybe tomorrow then.

Then was doing assignments and playing with my iphone. Downloaded a few games in there already but battery life goes down real fast..:(

Maybe i need to learn to be less shy, open up more and better express myself.

Time now is 1.23am. Off to sleep now.

2010-01-14T08:50:00.001-08:00

Its a thursday today! Feeling so stressed up over assignments. And over the passing rate of 1 or 2 modules i am taking right now. I fail one of them, means i have to retake them so really, no nights out till i get the exams done. Think i am done with 2 assignments now.

Seriously, this sem = stressed! Never had this feeling during my other sems before. Why?

Grrrrrr. Anyway, today had prata for breakfast. Its damn big. Fortunately ordered one only haha.

Then nasi lemak for lunch.

Then had WDD where i had to do an assignment too.

Friends kinda said i was rude at the teacher cause i couldnt grasp the theories. I am sorry. Whenever i am frustrated i would reply in a rude tone and stressed up manner. But i'll definitely not raise my voice up in any manner because i am the one learning.

Went home at 5.30 and bought my fave vitamilk!

Somehow, i seem to be so lethargic that i knocked out for 2 hours on my bed:( Same for yesterday as well.

Alright, off to sleep now. Tired.

2010-01-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

Gotta work hard soon.... I am afraid of one module and repeating it zzzz.

Anyway, today. Got up early. Didnt go to school that late and got my attendance marked! Hmm. Heavy lunch with 3 bowls of rice. Class mate couldnt finish the extra he ordered so i had it haha. I also ordered extra for myself. Our dish was sweet and sour fish rice. So two bowls for myself and one from him haha.

WDD lesson next and another assignment grrrrrr. Okay off to sleep now.

2010-01-12T07:52:00.000-08:00

Monday blueeeeeees. Started with school and somehow the same routine.. everyday. Lunch at makan place and was full as well. Bought cup corn after lunch. And had this teacher. Who marked us late when we were only like 1 min late? I know late is late, but she doesnt teach anything. wtf. Okay all is over.

So somehow, i decided to rent a car. Rented this picanto. Small car but big aspirations? haha.

Went to Doris's place and drove her to work. Get well soon okay? lol.

Outing with Daniel and gf and yongfai and gf. Picked them up at woodlands CWP and then went to Bedok 85. Long journey there. And we had a sumptuous dinner there. Eat until fullllll. Satays, ngoh hiang but for me, fish porridge.

Then, went to Josh's house and TCSS and walked to simpang bedok for supper?

After that, sent them all back then i reached home at 1=/ lateeeeee.

Bathed and went for another session of rounding. This time with Albert. First stop, wanted to find the rochor beancurd store but its close and i have no idea where it is now. Caltex at beach road for petrol stop and then headed to geylang. Saw an accident there between a taxi and a hatchback. Wonder how did it happen... when its a small road and the impact is quite big.

Next stop, Lim chu kang road's 'rally' area. Location was at MOE's sarimbun camp or something where its really dusty and bumpy. Went there to find dogs. Had the idea of feeding some there though last time. Explored some army camp area and then realized we had to turn back haha.

Ahh. Singapore is just too small. Every area accessible by car, its already been done. Graveyards, army training grounds( Got lost inside once for 1 and a half hours before. Beaches and etc.

If only i had my passport...

Home before 5am. tired.

Tuesday.

Got up, went to school and 2 lessons and then off by 1pm. Drove around car workshops with albert in search of accessories. Returned the ride by 4pm.

Bought chachos. Taste is something like nachos=)

Had a nap at home and slept at 6 till 8.30? Too tired. Woke up with a stiff neck=/

Ok, off to bed now.

Small car, big aspirations.

Beside albert's ride.

Again beside his ride.

At Josh's house.

2010-01-10T08:35:00.000-08:00

Saturday:

Gabriel's Birthday at old house which was very powerful.

Met Doris & Serene by the locker and borrowed her card. Thanks.

Waterfalls and lamborghinis were seen. Then a black label. 4 sets. For the birthday boy.

Saw the effects of that mind controlling liquid taking its effect on so many people=/ Violence, senseless arguments, amnesia. and etc. The excess of it.

He and his friends left early as they went out to rest but didnt come in due to long queue=/. Leaving me alone. Left after awhile. Mac as supper and cabbed home.

Sunday.

No interview today as the guy texted me and postponed to next week. Church in the morning. and went home to rest. Went back again and back home by 7.30. Dinner at home and then web surfing and updating this space haha.

Somehow. I am being bugged or bothering me for weeks. Actually its years. Something to do with my personal feelings. hmm. Somehow, i couldnt get it right all these years.

TGIF

2010-01-08T10:01:00.001-08:00

Its a friday!!!!!!

Headed to school for gym lesson. Boringgg. After that was open house. Went to this special tent with aircon and tried all the exhibits. What enticed me was the aerospace exhibits and the mechanical engineering exhibits where i tried my hands on a racing simulator. Tiring it was and i drove too seriously and it was just a game.=/

Jet simulator was soso and i played with this little submarine machine in a fish tank. Damn, why didnt i choose engineering seriously. I didnt know why i chose IT that time i came in poly. Can i go back in time? No thats impossible=/

Lesson WISP was next and 2 hours just fleeeeeeeeeew past.

Headed home after getting a vitamilk from cheers:D

Somehow, dug up some old pictures when i went rebonding. Dont laugh! And remembered my pri sch days. I was bullied by this guy during primary 5. Cried like every lesson. Somehow some day, He was following me home and warned me not to run. I somehow gave him a punch on his tummy and he went to the doctor's. Real or not, i dont know. Got involved in some sort of fight while watching it and got myself in trouble of course. Primary school days:(

Hop scotch during recess. Everyone would gang up on me during primary school. I have no idea why. There was one incident, i'll relate here.

I was playing with my class mate during primary 3 and somehow, he threw a stone and a teacher's car got smashed. The windows of course. I was standing 50m away. Somehow, i got implicated because i was playing with him. By some witnesses of course. Had to pay half of the bill. Thinking back.=/

Childhood memories. All gone in history.:( Miss it but dread some.

Oh yes. Remembered, i almost got scammed by a middle aged man on thursday.

He came approaching me while i was talking on the phone. Interrupted, i listened to him.

In short, he wanted me to help him as he came from Malaysia 2 weeks ago and got lost in Singapore. He wanted to head to Serangoon North. I thought he didnt know how to go and i was ready to point the way for him. Then he somehow, he knew the correct MRT station to get off and it was the same as my guess, Ang Mo Kio. Then he asked me in a persuasive way to help him get there.

I was ready to bring him to the MRT station to buy a ticket for him. After i said that, his attitude changed. He was shouting at me and saying ' You scared i take your money is it?' At this point, i just walked away and he kept following me. He kept assuring me and shouting he wont follow me and would walk the other way. What a guy.=/

Birthday party tomorrow at a certain power station. And i am considering taking up baking lessons on baking cookies!

2010-01-07T09:15:00.000-08:00

Thursday today. Hmm. I was hoping i wouldnt be marked late for this first strict teacher lesson. Yup, no late. Then 4 hours break before heading back for another lesson. Had my blood pressure tested. Scared me TTM. The reading was 141/72. Got back home and tested my BP again. 120/82. Phew.

Got home. And dinner. and went out to get an Iphone pouch. On the way, a big rat bumped into my leg. Yes. Zzzz. But thankfully, it isnt a cockroach as i am very scared of them. Got one at central and then home. Downloaded tons of apps throughout hahah.

Glad someone 不神气 already。。。I'll make it up:)

2010-01-06T09:36:00.001-08:00

IhavejustgotacommonPhone

2010-01-05T08:05:00.001-08:00

Second day of school today.

Albert sent me to school thanks. and then was too early for school i suppose.

Failed the first CT which was SCM and kinda expected. Didnt bring notes. Second was SS also failed.

In total, failed 3. WTF. Another one and it would make it a fullhouse. I have never failed every test before in my poly life. Disappointed with myself.

And grrrrrr. another issue i am disappointed with myself. Kinda regret saying something i shouldnt have when i know the facts and know the person...... after thinking through. I should have known that you were in that state before saying and you didnt remember anything.

Alcohol, injects a new person into the old for the time being till it wears off.

Maybe you should cut down on it.. as its not good. But still, what was i thinking? I knew you werent that kind of person and i didnt know that you were in that state before saying it.

grrrrrr now i regret.

Schools in.

2010-01-04T08:44:00.000-08:00

School officially started. Late for school yet again... SS was first lesson and no common test results given out yet? lol.

Then was lunch break and after that DOA lesson. Nothing much on this 1st day of school except that i didnt cycle as my bike has a puncture and havent got it patched yet.

Went to buy fries before taking a bus home. Delicious:D

Feeling disappointed after what i have seen.

No point.

Maybe.......

2010-01-03T06:35:00.000-08:00

Eventful night. Shant mention.

Dilemma, confusion and just more confusion. and.....

No sleep since then. okay good night.

If i hadnt, then wouldnt have happened.

...

First day of this new year

2010-01-01T09:40:00.000-08:00

Tsk hmm. Woke up at noon and then just basically stayed home lah:( haha. Then still, went to collect an antique phone from somebody at Yew Tee. Heavy rain on the way there and back!. Somehow, i still appreciate public transport especially in crowded Singapore. Still does its job well.

Too bored at home.. lol. And tomorrow's challenge, since i said it, then just get on with it. Even if i cant handle it, backing out will make me look like someone who only talks and no action.. So yup.

Was talking to daniel on msn about some topic hmm. How do i say it. I feel sort of lonely sometimes. Every event, i see others getting greetings flooding their inbox whereas me, i got none or maybe just a lone one. Uh, no i am not feeling emo or whatsoever but just sometimes, just lonely. Last night, took a bus alone for 1hr and 45mins and basically just doing nothing at all while i see others having partners, groups of friends and etc. And just having people care for you. Sometimes, i feel that i am the only one in this world. Maybe its because i like to do somethings alone? hmmmmmm. But still, i need someone to talk to to express my feelings. Then he was saying about smsing on the train and having multiple sms people to chat with. lol. I think for me, one or two would be fine but anything more, headache ah to reply every one of them=/

Still prefer talking on the phone as i get the reply fast and i can feel how is the person feeling from the tone of the voice.

Got off the bus and seeing more couples and groups of friends together enjoying the spirit of the new year. Watched the fireworks alone at a spot but thankfully met up with Peter. Yup. Just a thought.

Okay. off to sleep now i suppose. Tired.

A new year.

2009-12-31T10:46:00.001-08:00

2009's over. A bad year. Let bygones be bygones and usher in 2010 instead.

Resolutions

Recap from last year.

Attain GPA 4.0 - might be possible if i work doubly hard. Quit distractions such as driving unnecessarily just to take joyride.
Do 100km on a bike every week. - Yeap. Perhaps, even more
Hush Hush
Change my attitude - Yeap, major changed needed.
Spend wisely
Be down to Earth
Get to SMU=) <-- One of my top resolutions.

I feel i only attained part 2, abit of part 5 and abit of part 6. Jialat:(

So this year would be.

1. Be a better person

2. Still change my attitude

3. Add colours to my life, if you know what i mean. and to do this, i need to change my attitude.

4. Be down to Earth

5. Work hard for success instead of relying on the easy way out

6. 21st Birthday Celebration? Will it happen?

7. Bus Licence. Am i kidding? haha. Might wanna get it

8. Be less shy

9. Be more confident

As for yesterday which was the 31st of December, I went to church and after that took a bus to meet Peter at Liang Seah Street. Bus ride took me 1hr 45mins! Jam all the way till 2330. Made it in time for the fireworks. But only lasted like? 5mins? Was deciding to go Arena with his friends but i wore sandals and i knew it would be full house at this time so no, ditched it and went home instead.

So, i just took a bus just to see fireworks and go home.. But thankfully, there was him to accompany me else it'll be a lonely New Year.

I guess time to sleep now. I got some shots of the fireworks but it wasnt that great but still an effort taken to shoot them! Off to sleep now.

2009-12-30T07:15:00.000-08:00

Wednesday and

New years eve eve!

woke up at 10am today. and used com. Pretty boring day. Then uncle sam's claypot as dinner as opposed to Sakae Sushi. Quite nice! haha. Going cycling tomorrow morning at 5am! then breakfast!

And just back from cycling. After 15mins. The reason, a puncture. I felt something pop after i passed holland village and i thought i just ran over a branch or something but the handling of the bike suddenly swayed here and there so i knew it was a puncture. Got down and sat at a bus stop waiting for a cab but decided not to since it was a waste of money instead. So rode/walked home since it was still near at dempsey. just after the flyover.

Alright, off to sleep now. New years resolutions? i'll blog later on.

2009-12-29T10:27:00.000-08:00

Tuesday today. Woke up at noon again and lunch at home. Used the pc for 1-2 hours and changed and got ready to go to yishun to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 with daniel and jocelyn. Reached yishun at 3.20 but only left front row seats so bought 4.20 tickets.

Chilled at starbucks and soon 4.20 came. Bought popcorn, drinks. Movie was great and funny as well haha. Recommended to watch!

Home after that and separated ways. Messaged with Doris on the way back as well.

Dinner at home and then used the com till now which is 3am? lol. Okay, time to sleep. Dead tired.